well score one more for the chaos theory. I'm in a pissed mood -today fucking sucked for everybody I know. 
oh yes, I forget to add:
Think back to your past life when you were a Russian soldier trying to defend Saint Petersburg from Hitlers troops, now think about the officers of said soldiers and how they stood behind their troops and shot them as they deserted. Thats the job I want. Fuck those people who gave up. More people would have died if they didnt fight and die. Those who would have been dying would have been those who couldnt defend themselves: the women, children, and old people. Sometimes you cant run away, it was chaos theory at its best, the city couldnt fall but you couldnt break the siege either. It was just people dying till one side ran out. Those fuckers who ran away should die. How's that for negativity?
oh yes, I forget to add:
Think back to your past life when you were a Russian soldier trying to defend Saint Petersburg from Hitlers troops, now think about the officers of said soldiers and how they stood behind their troops and shot them as they deserted. Thats the job I want. Fuck those people who gave up. More people would have died if they didnt fight and die. Those who would have been dying would have been those who couldnt defend themselves: the women, children, and old people. Sometimes you cant run away, it was chaos theory at its best, the city couldnt fall but you couldnt break the siege either. It was just people dying till one side ran out. Those fuckers who ran away should die. How's that for negativity?