acidtears

First and formost, The thing about the person who used to be my best friend and an idiot is not even about you. It was about jon so get your facts straight. If you were talking to me you would have known what was going on at the time instead of assuming that it was about you( cause unless you lied to me on a regular basis you should have know) 2. You know your father is wrong for what he is doing. I did nothing wrong. i did not steal from your family, nor did I lie to them or do a damn thing. However choosing to let me be the scape goat for something I did not do is ridiculous. If this was happening to you, would you take it lying down? no you would not. And when my parents did something remotely wrong, you called my parents crazy and etc etc and guess what? when they talked shit about my friends, I stood up for them. Including you, saying to them they did not know my friends. The reason I didn't stop picking on you is because you were a 21 year old workaholic, you stress yourself out and work yourself to death sure I know you wanted to retire early..but you can't retire if you are burned out... so contrary to your belief I did care more than you did for that matter. You walked away not of your own accord but because of some guy you were dating( who wasn't right for you either). You didn't have the decency to tell me yourself what you felt, meanwhile I was freaking out thinking you were depressed or cutting or any of that shit. But no, apparently you think that I am unmotivated and all that shit. Truth is rachael, apparently all this time, you spend around me you obviously do not know me as well as you think. You think I party to hard, but I also work equally as hard as I party and besides the fact that it is summer(which is the only time that I party as hard as I do if you recall) or that I drink too much, you don't even hang around me enough to even have a accurate judgement of my habits 2. You can think what you want about greg, you think he brings me down...thats you're opinion. I am doing fine. I have my life on track and contrary to your belief i know what I am doing, what i want to do and where I want to go. Before you go trying to pretend that you are better than me, judge me and decide that you know everything from a limited point of view. Get the facts straight.

You look at all these things that were said when the fact is. You were the one who hurt me, not the other way around. I did nothing wrong to you. I know I didn't. I know I was a damn good friend. I did stop making fun you about visible changes for that matter. Thats bullshit coming out of your ass saying that i never gave you positives because I have always told you that I admired your discipline and that I wished I had that same mind frame. That I was jealous that you already had a career in something that You actually loved to do. So go back and take a look at all those memories and make sure you are remembering things right because there are very few friends out there who will do the things that I was willing to do for you. BUt you took those for granted and abandoned me for some guy who knew NOTHING about me ...even when you told me he was racist and all that shit.. I told you that if he made you happy go for it.

Think about those things before you come at me with a huge fuck you.. Because I never did anything wrong to you.