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another weekend goes by...all hell breaks lose...i completely lost it this weekend..i thought i lost him..he left and discarded me...i couldnt breathe..i couldnt walk i couldnt talk..i was all washed up..something that i promised myself...i would never let myself go through again..i completely broke down...was it worth it to go through that kind of pain? fuck yes it was.. because i know i deserve it..i...
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g_felix:
Hey acidstar726,

Not true, you don't deserve it.

You have truely loved. Something not many people, married or not, have ever experienced.

William Shakespeare said in As You Like It:
"If thou remember'st not the slightest folly
That ever love did make thee run into,
Thou has not lov'd."

You were not wrong to give your heart. What happened to you was not bad karma for giving your heart. His karmic debt just went waayyy up.

It was worth the pain for knowing the love you gave, not because you deserve it. You did NOT deserve this!
acidstar726:
to felix: i think you are amazing...the words you gave me as means of (comments in my journal) were very uplifting and comforting...quoting words of inspiration or relation to life is my style also... smile

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went to a show last night... saw the Lords of Acid with the 3 coolest chicks i know..tell me that wasnt an adventure!?! Thier stage performance is fucking awesome, i was in awe of her beauty..getting dressed up and going to shows..thats my favorite energy absorbing activity in the world!!(besides sex of course!!) ...and i dont even really care where i go because i love...
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dia:
I'm seriously jealous... Lords of Acid are on of my favourite bands since Voodoo U.... kick fucking ass.
invinoveritas:
Hell Yeah! It's great you can appreciate music as a whole, with all the lables people try and push you into.
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another day..dayz..goes by..im left in complete confusion as usaul..MY CASE IS SIMPLE..my heart is torn..right down the middle.. like it has been for 4 years..the complications and intertwinment of the situatution, and the two BEST FRIENDS that i have grown to be throughly inraptured in, is just the beginning..to state in easier terms..i am IN LOVE with two of the most amazing boys that i...
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a35mmlife:
its unfortunate, but if you dont make a choice you will most probably lose both...
then you will feel more than you ever bargained for...
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I GOT IT!!! i got my new tattoo.. last night i went with ryan.. she got her 3 black & purple stars..and her vertical labret..(which caused her alot of pain.. worse than the tattoos).. and i got my little light blue with black trimming LEO sign..which has always been one of my first choices when getting a tattoo..but it was really fun...it was totally a...
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emily:
!!YAY!! I got my first piercing about 2 weeks ago...I got my lip donesmile
zombiehead2:
smile
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hell yea... today i finally got my shit together and got a fucking long awaited membership to SG...today is my first day off in a long time..i think im gonna get that tattoo ive been planning..( the Leo Sign on the back of my neck)..since today is ryans birthday.. im taking her out to balitmore to get her vertical labret tonight for her birthday.. thats...
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emily:
your pic is really cute!
toreena:
Thank you for the comment on my set with Emma.

You have brilliant taste in music, pretty lady.
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hell yea... today i finally got my shit together and got a fucking long awaited membership to SG...today is my first day off in a long time..i think im gonna get that tattoo ive been planning..( the Leo Sign on the back of my neck)..since today is ryans birthday.. im taking her out to balitmore to get her vertical labret tonight for her birthday.. thats...
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