im in college..a beautiful little town near harpers ferry W.V. on the border where W.V. and Maryland meet..in the mountains..Shepherd College is located right in the middle of this small hippie town known as Shepherdstown W.V. how cute is that.cant even really put my finger on how weird it feels to be IN college...i am about 2 hours away from my home and everyone that ive become acustom to in the last 4 years...alots happened in the week that ive been living in W.V. ..ive also been thinking alot about how different my life is now compared to oh, say, 3 weeks ago..my close "friends" from back home dont bother to call or drive 1 1/2 to see me for the day/night...none of them even seem to care that i havent been in there lives for the last week...or so it seems..my boyfriend..(i can almost be sure) wants to dump me and move on with his life..he seems to not be handling the distance thing very well..or anything that goes along with devotion and love..when we do communicate its very short intervals in which he makes me feel inatquate with the fact that im here and hes there..his attention mainly focuses on the negative of the situation..and he becomes irrational for the moment...until he can hang up the phone or sign off the internet...my mind is spinning..im somewhere caught in between happiness and contentment in my life & growth and utter loneliness and longing for the life i couldnt wait to escape..
im not quite sure how i can be feeling those 2 strong opposing forces at the same time..but i do and i am..
its 3 am ..im tired..and lonely..i miss familiarity...
im not quite sure how i can be feeling those 2 strong opposing forces at the same time..but i do and i am..
its 3 am ..im tired..and lonely..i miss familiarity...
your comments back were nice too. i didn't give it a thought, except I remembered when I saw what you had to say.
i'd love to chat too, if you don't mind that i'm senior to ya.
it's good for the soul.
And what about when harry met sally. best movie of the 90s.