acidstar726

its saturday...a rainy saturday at that..i was late to work this morning because my alarm didnt go off..paul and i got into a fight, last night but it didnt last long.. it just that were both so fucking dramatic with each other (hes an aries) and we bicker about the stupidest things..just to get one anothers attention/and or reaction.. its twisted and fun at the same time.. but healthy..im not so sure.. i am feeling so comfortable with the fact that he and i are together.. and jesus christ if he isnt the sexiest man alive..(a mix between kurdt kobain and billie joe if you can picture that) i just want to pounce him at the sight of his face and stature,mmmhmmm ..hes got charisma out the ass ...which is another thing i adore in another human being..being with him is perfection..and a great balance where i have none..he completes me..fills this void ive made for myself.. i want him all over me all the time.. hes the best kisser with the world..hes soft and sensual..and at the same time so manly and handsome...his lips on my body makes me wants to scream.. his got such sex appeal and realness that i cant believe i could be so lucky to have had him in my life for so long..(weve been best friends for 4 years, and dated once before) ..i intend to make this one last.. i WILL make this work..i have to.. i want it badly enough...