took some somas tonight..(muscle relaxer)...lost all control of my brain..heh...i should be very use to that by now... jesus.. what to do with myself.. im a mess...but i got my heart back though.. he came back to me.. i knew he would.. but i didnt.. i dont know..im in love...im fucked up...my world is upside down..and im content.. 
You are most certainly welcome!
I'm glad you are in love. That is the best possible place for all of us.
Making up is sometimes the most fun thing you can do!
I hope everything continues to work out for you!
Have a great weekend!