you had so many masks...i was blind..niave..i trusted you...u knew you would fuck me..from the start..i will always hate you for that...i pity you for your ways..i pity you for your rut youve created for yourself..and i pity myself for believing in you...DONT BE BITTER AT THE GAME YOU CREATED...YOU STABBED ME FROM BEHIND..WITH THE KNIFE I GAVE YOU....AND YOU DONT KNOW IT NOW BUT...
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im in college..a beautiful little town near harpers ferry W.V. on the border where W.V. and Maryland meet..in the mountains..Shepherd College is located right in the middle of this small hippie town known as Shepherdstown W.V. how cute is that.cant even really put my finger on how weird it feels to be IN college...i am about 2 hours away from my home and everyone that...
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ghwb01:
there's so much going on inside you and you can't get it all out! 
cool. but stressful.
your comments back were nice too. i didn't give it a thought, except I remembered when I saw what you had to say.
i'd love to chat too, if you don't mind that i'm senior to ya.
it's good for the soul.
And what about when harry met sally. best movie of the 90s.
cool. but stressful.
your comments back were nice too. i didn't give it a thought, except I remembered when I saw what you had to say.
i'd love to chat too, if you don't mind that i'm senior to ya.
it's good for the soul.
And what about when harry met sally. best movie of the 90s.
"Here comes the sun in the form of a girl....she's the FINEST, SWEETEST thing in the world..."
and shes lying in a hospital bed..struggling for her life as the seconds tick by..
she is was and always will be my BEST friend..
and i wait patiently for her to come out of her dark sleep...i want her back, i NEED her back, i LOVE her...
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and shes lying in a hospital bed..struggling for her life as the seconds tick by..
she is was and always will be my BEST friend..
and i wait patiently for her to come out of her dark sleep...i want her back, i NEED her back, i LOVE her...
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kemal:
hehe why thank you gorgeous...
You know...I will do that just because you said so.
Your recent entry is rather touching.
You know...I will do that just because you said so.
Your recent entry is rather touching.
"I would be afraid to be so vulnerable.I'd spent the last three years trying to build up some kind of skin so I wouldn't drip with blood every time I brushed up against something."
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demonsynn:
Turr...Of corse it's a metaphor!! Sillys
kemal:
aaaaaaye yoooooooooou guuuuuuuys!
WHAT A FUCKING SHOW..it was absolutely amazing.. and now i can say that ive seen Sonic Youth.. and let me tell you how perfect it was...
the fucking show is SOLD OUT and im all dolled up ready to go when i hear the news..i was in pure denial.. so i said to Ryan & Rebecca..(my two girlfriends who went with me) ...i says.."WERE FUCKING...
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the fucking show is SOLD OUT and im all dolled up ready to go when i hear the news..i was in pure denial.. so i said to Ryan & Rebecca..(my two girlfriends who went with me) ...i says.."WERE FUCKING...
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jjay:
lucky, lucky you! I wanna see Sonic Youth!
going to see SONIC YOUTH on sunday....whoooooooohoooooooo!!!!!!!!!! im excited..im gonna get all dolled up *grin*...got some new cardigans and lengerie at the thrift store today....i went with tiffany, a close friend of mine who i dearly love..shes so fun to hang out with and just do random things with.. it was really nice spending time with her..paul and i are at it again...god damn im...
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johncocktoastin:
hey! your birthday is the day before mine, but six years later i think!
hooray for sonic youth!!
not to offend in any way, cause i see you love courtney, but don't you think it's lame of her to sell kurdt's journals for the world to read? isn't that the exact opposite
of what he would have wanted?
*don't take offense***
that's just how i feel...i don't agree....
hooray for sonic youth!!
not to offend in any way, cause i see you love courtney, but don't you think it's lame of her to sell kurdt's journals for the world to read? isn't that the exact opposite
of what he would have wanted?
*don't take offense***
that's just how i feel...i don't agree....
cookiepuss:
sadiemalicious - you have a good point (Kurt was a private person).
While you could be right (I can't give an opinion because I haven't read the book), I'm sure Courtney did it because she knows that Kurt still has a huge fan base - and knows how much it means to all of his fans.
acidstar726 - I want to see photos of you all dolled up!
While you could be right (I can't give an opinion because I haven't read the book), I'm sure Courtney did it because she knows that Kurt still has a huge fan base - and knows how much it means to all of his fans.
acidstar726 - I want to see photos of you all dolled up!
its saturday...a rainy saturday at that..i was late to work this morning because my alarm didnt go off..paul and i got into a fight, last night but it didnt last long.. it just that were both so fucking dramatic with each other (hes an aries) and we bicker about the stupidest things..just to get one anothers attention/and or reaction.. its twisted and fun at the...
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took some somas tonight..(muscle relaxer)...lost all control of my brain..heh...i should be very use to that by now... jesus.. what to do with myself.. im a mess...but i got my heart back though.. he came back to me.. i knew he would.. but i didnt.. i dont know..im in love...im fucked up...my world is upside down..and im content..
g_felix:
Hey acidstar726,
You are most certainly welcome!
I'm glad you are in love. That is the best possible place for all of us.
Making up is sometimes the most fun thing you can do!
I hope everything continues to work out for you!
Have a great weekend!
You are most certainly welcome!
I'm glad you are in love. That is the best possible place for all of us.
Making up is sometimes the most fun thing you can do!
I hope everything continues to work out for you!
Have a great weekend!
another weekend goes by...all hell breaks lose...i completely lost it this weekend..i thought i lost him..he left and discarded me...i couldnt breathe..i couldnt walk i couldnt talk..i was all washed up..something that i promised myself...i would never let myself go through again..i completely broke down...was it worth it to go through that kind of pain? fuck yes it was.. because i know i deserve it..i...
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g_felix:
Hey acidstar726,
Not true, you don't deserve it.
You have truely loved. Something not many people, married or not, have ever experienced.
William Shakespeare said in As You Like It:
"If thou remember'st not the slightest folly
That ever love did make thee run into,
Thou has not lov'd."
You were not wrong to give your heart. What happened to you was not bad karma for giving your heart. His karmic debt just went waayyy up.
It was worth the pain for knowing the love you gave, not because you deserve it. You did NOT deserve this!
Not true, you don't deserve it.
You have truely loved. Something not many people, married or not, have ever experienced.
William Shakespeare said in As You Like It:
"If thou remember'st not the slightest folly
That ever love did make thee run into,
Thou has not lov'd."
You were not wrong to give your heart. What happened to you was not bad karma for giving your heart. His karmic debt just went waayyy up.
It was worth the pain for knowing the love you gave, not because you deserve it. You did NOT deserve this!
acidstar726:
to felix: i think you are amazing...the words you gave me as means of (comments in my journal) were very uplifting and comforting...quoting words of inspiration or relation to life is my style also...
went to a show last night... saw the Lords of Acid with the 3 coolest chicks i know..tell me that wasnt an adventure!?! Thier stage performance is fucking awesome, i was in awe of her beauty..getting dressed up and going to shows..thats my favorite energy absorbing activity in the world!!(besides sex of course!!) ...and i dont even really care where i go because i love...
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dia:
I'm seriously jealous... Lords of Acid are on of my favourite bands since Voodoo U.... kick fucking ass.
invinoveritas:
Hell Yeah! It's great you can appreciate music as a whole, with all the lables people try and push you into.
another day..dayz..goes by..im left in complete confusion as usaul..MY CASE IS SIMPLE..my heart is torn..right down the middle.. like it has been for 4 years..the complications and intertwinment of the situatution, and the two BEST FRIENDS that i have grown to be throughly inraptured in, is just the beginning..to state in easier terms..i am IN LOVE with two of the most amazing boys that i...
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a35mmlife:
its unfortunate, but if you dont make a choice you will most probably lose both...
then you will feel more than you ever bargained for...
then you will feel more than you ever bargained for...
I GOT IT!!! i got my new tattoo.. last night i went with ryan.. she got her 3 black & purple stars..and her vertical labret..(which caused her alot of pain.. worse than the tattoos).. and i got my little light blue with black trimming LEO sign..which has always been one of my first choices when getting a tattoo..but it was really fun...it was totally a...
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emily:
!!YAY!! I got my first piercing about 2 weeks ago...I got my lip done
HEY, and answer my questions about girls, or chat aobut it. usually i peg better than i did here.