acidstar726

Ohh im sorry. I really can say i know how you feel for just about Ohhh maybe half of all that the other half i really cant. East of Eden was good i never was a big Stienbeck fan but of all of his books that one i didnt mind. hmmm, but things to crave that is a harder one....lets see...i know...ive got it...you need to focus on giant wooden giraffes. No wait thats not it...well i will keep thinking and if you want we can try to discuss any ideas so that you dont go completely insane... smile

I'm sorry to hear about your friend that's in a coma.

yah i went last year, my friend invited me to go last week, but i had to work. ehhh did you ever party in dc or bmore? I used to be around all the time a year or two ago...

Hey AC. School always seemed more like "home" to me as well - "home" was just a place I visited once and a while. In a way I suppose home is where your friends are, and I didn't keep many friends in my home town, and the ones I did keep don't live there anymore anyway. All that remain are acquaintances to whom I would have nothing to talk about except what has happened since high school.

I have no advice or words of comfort to offer, and so will simply say that it is a pleasure to know you, even in this small way.

It's strange... I want to submit a comment to this because it appeals to me on some fundamental level, but at the same time words escape me entirely. All I can do it comment on my inability to comment. I like the stream of consciousness writing by the way, perhaps because as far as I can tell I think in comlete sentences when I consciously think at all.

*pauses*

Anyway, you don't seem to need sympathy or comfort or a boost to self esteem, which puts you ahead of where I usually am after a relationship fails. So, I will simply say that I enjoyed your entry, be the first to say that I will hold you to that promise.

*bows*

Guys are jerks....im sorry he was one too...smile...hey and if your ever online try and find me we should chat some

I see you online a lot, but you're always set to 'away'

Pretty new photo!

July 26th is the very best day of the year...so therapist or child phychology major....what is your advice to me. Do I try to stick around and risk being arrested or do I move out of the state and try the summer parenting time? I really do feel like my X won't rest until I am put behind bars...she has a selfish revenge agenda,.

illusions, eh?

i am thankful for my thick skin too
i had to write the same paper
let me dig it up
good luck

i know that you may not pay any attension to this...but, i feel it nessisary to say that i truly wish things didn't happen the way they did. i can't really make any excuses for any thing i've done that has hurt anyone because unintentional or not, they ended up hurting someone. more so myself than anyone will ever know.

my heart aches when i think about things i've lost because i havn't really gained that much to compensate. if that makes sense.

i only have to wonder if you truly believe that i am an utter piece of shit or if there is any chance in your mind that i am only human and i do have all the sorrow and insecurities that alot of people do...? i have made many mistakes in my life & alot of the time when it's all done i'm in complete awe about how i got where i did. i'm not a very (hm, what's the opposite of confused?) person.

there's a lot that i wish i could explain to you and wish you would listen to without a preassumed set opinion and stubborness through hate. even if there's no chance in hell you'd (want to) understand me or where i was coming from at least it would be something.



Oh angel dust gets in your eyes and hair on
Acid stars you're getting there
My body's assembled into a little itty bitty gift to you
When you die I've looked at life that way
But now it's just another show
You leave 'em laughing when you go
Don't let them inside
Don't don't them them know
Don't give yourself away
Yah now my friends are acting strange
They shake their heads man
They say I've changed well
Well something's lost rearranged
From living every day
I've looked at clouds from both sides now
From up and down and still somehow
It's just illusions I recall
I really don't know, I really don't know

Hello! I am back on SG. I tried to message you last month on aim - but your boyfriend said you were in the shower...

wow
who was that directed at
owch
my friend went to your college
jessica milazo
do you know her

It is great to have one of those "good" days.

Balsamic vinegrett...mmmmmmm...

i'll try to be online at 9:30 your time, girl.
sounds like you've moved on, ok, at least.

[Edited on Feb 11, 2003]

I had a cat named Whiskers when I was little, we thought it was he until he had kittnes!!!!
My baby now, the one that looks like Emmy, his name is Griffin, has a broken leg!!!

hell yeah. knock dat bisch out.

Yikes. You should write movie poster tag lines. Then we wouldn't have to put up with all that boring crap. And we'd actually want to see the movie. Here's my ten bucks. Let me know when it opens.