Okay, I've been a member for quite a while passively reading interviews, profiles and looking through a few groups.
Can't sleep and figure it's time I tried putting something out there.
Last year I grew a pair and made some changes in my life. Now through circumstances I feel that everythings going backwards and I'm being sucked back into my old life. Which I'm not sure I want, I don't really know what I want now or where I'm going- I could tell you what seems like a well constructed idea of where I wanna go- but in reality I am currently clueless.
I want things to be the way they are now, with parts of my old life (based around a religion) but it seems that I have to have one or the other.
So fucking confused I think I just need to get away for a bit and get som clarity... Damn being skint!
Can't sleep and figure it's time I tried putting something out there.
Last year I grew a pair and made some changes in my life. Now through circumstances I feel that everythings going backwards and I'm being sucked back into my old life. Which I'm not sure I want, I don't really know what I want now or where I'm going- I could tell you what seems like a well constructed idea of where I wanna go- but in reality I am currently clueless.
I want things to be the way they are now, with parts of my old life (based around a religion) but it seems that I have to have one or the other.
So fucking confused I think I just need to get away for a bit and get som clarity... Damn being skint!