acetracer

I've been exherting so much energy into various things; trying to be ambitious and peppy and optimistic about life, trying to be social and engaging with people, trying to just participate in the world around me. It's exhausting and not entirely fulfilling. It's too much work and I'm not really feeling it. I think I liked my life better when I was just oblivious to the world. I wanna just take a break from trying to deal with life for a while and just not worry about anything. I want to just lay down in bed and not deal with things at all. I think apathy might be my greatest vice.

I'm without my PowerBook for the longest time, um, ever. I finally turned it in after months of procrastinating to fix the keyboard and display. In the meantime I'm working on my old iBook, which I sold, yet still have. That's another story. Anyway, hopefully it comes back soon.

Sorry for the blah entry, hope everyone is well