Well...I find myself feeling very fragile. I am not a fragile person. I live by the phrase, "I'm a tough girl." Lately though, so many things have not gone according to plan. This has caused a crack in my foundation. I feel enormous amounts of pain. I get teary all too easily. I am not myself. I am at a crossroads and I am having trouble resolving myself to take one path and sticking to it with conviction. I do know that I am very tired. I am very tired of having to try so hard to get to where I'd like to be and not making progress. I am tired of watching everyone else succeed with very little work. I think I've forgotten how to be me. I've forgotten how to fight...or maybe I no longer want what I thought I did.
