acedia

I am not content right now.

My best friend died.
I'm doing shitty in school.
I'm sick of everything.
I wish I had a home to go to.
This feels so fake.

This weekend we're all going camping.
Hopefully to all get our mind off things.

Why did something bad happen to such a great kid. who the hell runs over a fucking car for christ sake.
I miss him
I miss him so much.
One minute I'm fine.
The next I want to bawl my head off.

I never have anything good to say on here.
its like an emo journal for me.
depressing.