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Happy New Years Eve to everyone!!
Today I'm going to Bend to ring in the year, don't really know where I'm going there or what the hell I'm doing but with 8 of us we'll figure something out. I'm hoping I don't have to drive, not such a good driver in the mom van....
I'm trying to think up resolutions but I know if I...
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another day another day....
went to freddys to spend spend spend spend, got some random shit, some shoes I'll probably never wear but will make my legs look hot for the one time I do. I have the urge to break the dumb game on this computer that takes up his entire time. I want it to be all about me me me me and...
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I dyed my hair last night. some neon purple and black color. My friend came back from SoCal today, its rad. I know it was only 5 days but everyone missed him.
This weekend is full with so many plans with all the families, oi vey, if I had a car it would be so much easier.
Helping M move today, should be an easy...
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rejected.
again.
I'm tired.
I'm sick.
I don't have the energy to put any effort.
I'm not happy.
as I want to be.

finals are finally done.
and it was tough. now I'm at home getting my house all nice and cleaned up because its been way too long.
watching the movie Beerfest, pretty funny stuff in here.
the weather has been so weird. last night it was almost 90 mph winds then today it was sunny and then it was rainy and then it hailed really hard...
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Last night was a good night. lordy lordy. party hardy. I slept in hella and it felt so nice. met lots of people and ragged on kids for being from Springfield ha. I need some coffee and a blowpop.
Next week is going to be so full of no fun stuff. hella homework for color class and doctors appointments everywhere.
I got rearended this week...
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Elises 20th was on saturday and man was it fun!! I played bartender, mostly making whisky sours and fruity vodka drinks. the party migrated out to another area and then back here. Political debates at 3 in the morning with Joe telling us to be quiet because there is such a thing as other neighbors ha ha.
My boy gets his car back this week...
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I had a interview today and it didn't go so well.....grrr.
anybody know of any job openings in portland?
or speaking of portland, any houses for rent around hawthorne?
that would be rad to get those 2 things in order.
and valentines day was awesome, no pressure. both me and my boy gave eachother cards and things and drank a bottle of champagne while watching...
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I have lost a pound or so crutching around the last week. The buses hate me and missed me TWICE in one day so I went from goose hollow to the bus mall and then again from the broadway bridge to goose hollow. does anyone relize how far that is for one person with one leg?! ahhhh too far. and thats not even most of...
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Well I moved in to the house. My stuff is everywhere and not very organized so at the moment I am working on that. Its weird going from having my own apartment to moving it one room I share. But its awesome because I have hella cheaper rent and I get along with all these other people.
so this whole week I have partied nonstop....
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so today was definatly a lazy day. I got up early though. like oh about 7:30-8ish. it was not my idea thats for sure. got ready and then sat on the couch and watched cartoons for awhile, crutched around the house, did a lttle interneting, knitted some leg warmers....watched some skate videos and da da da played some Zelda on Super Nintendo. what a hoot....
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christmas went well.

I'm in kind of a depressed mood though. I'm thinking about an old friend and its makeing me sad.
that and my ex wrote me a letter. and it made me sad as well.

where is my happy camper now when I need him most