Not going to IGUN again tonight...it makes me sad, but since I don't have a new ID yet, I'd be taking a chance of not getting in. But it's definitley in the works for next week. Hopefully we can kidnap Buttercup this weekend and bring him here to hang out with us.
I saw my ex yesterday. It had been a while since I saw him, and I was mad cause it wasn't a planned meeting, it was a suprise sighting at the mall. We used to be best friends, and were so close, and now it's like we are casual acquantences. I don't know who I'm madder at...him for still having the power to make me feel like crap, or me for letting him do it. It's not like he did or said anything yesterday to make me upset. I guess I just still really miss him. And it would be nice if he would take me up on my offers to hang out...I invited him to hang out with us last night, but I knew he wouldn't call. Man...I am such a whiny bitch...and I don't know why I wrote all this, since I know that only the three people in my friends section will read it. Oh well, I guess I just needed to vent...I'm gonna go check on my groups, then get back to Dune Messiah. Smooches!!
I saw my ex yesterday. It had been a while since I saw him, and I was mad cause it wasn't a planned meeting, it was a suprise sighting at the mall. We used to be best friends, and were so close, and now it's like we are casual acquantences. I don't know who I'm madder at...him for still having the power to make me feel like crap, or me for letting him do it. It's not like he did or said anything yesterday to make me upset. I guess I just still really miss him. And it would be nice if he would take me up on my offers to hang out...I invited him to hang out with us last night, but I knew he wouldn't call. Man...I am such a whiny bitch...and I don't know why I wrote all this, since I know that only the three people in my friends section will read it. Oh well, I guess I just needed to vent...I'm gonna go check on my groups, then get back to Dune Messiah. Smooches!!