1. Seven things to do before I die:
-Hot Air Balloon Ride
-Mind-blowing Sex
-Learn to Make Stained Glass Windows
-Figure Out What I Have to do Before I Can Die
-Tour the Greek Isles
-Tour the UK
-Live, Really LIVE
2. Seven things I cannot do:
-I Can Do Anything If My Will Is Aligned With That of the Universe
-In the Meantime -...
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-Hot Air Balloon Ride
-Mind-blowing Sex
-Learn to Make Stained Glass Windows
-Figure Out What I Have to do Before I Can Die
-Tour the Greek Isles
-Tour the UK
-Live, Really LIVE
2. Seven things I cannot do:
-I Can Do Anything If My Will Is Aligned With That of the Universe
-In the Meantime -...
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_gone_:
neat .. there's alot of talent hanging out @ this place
terminator_77:
you know what i mean.... 
i want mergasms dedicated to me...
[Edited on Jan 09, 2006 10:03AM]
i want mergasms dedicated to me...
[Edited on Jan 09, 2006 10:03AM]
Still sick. Grrr! (that's pretty much the sound of my voice) More later.... Nap time.
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aj_paradiselost:
Fuck Mer, yer sick way too much babe. I misseth thee. No, I'm not as that old, just REFINED baby. I"ll meet your old man and tell him that you are safe going out with me that way you can go to the clubs and shit. I'd pick you up on my way there. My ear itches. I just got an industrial piercing. Not the pussy kind but the vertical kind..........L8er...........AJ
radioactivehead:
Virtual Chicken Noodle Soup is on the way...
I've a fever of 102. Yes, it is the flu. I am rather enjoying the floaty sensations, but I know it is not good for my brain. Poor brain, been through so much. All of those antidepressants and anti-psychotics - medications to try to make you fit the mold. Oh! And let us not forget the Electro-Shock Therapy. Gimme Gimme Shock Treatment! I don't know...
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spott:
Congrats on figuring out my cryptic message. As long as fever is your worst symptom, taking water with juices is wonderful. Doesn't really matter what kind ... so picking the ones with vitamin C is smart.
Yes I am on the antibiotics too. Doc says its either Broncitius or Whooping Cough, I guess she couldn't say for certain because I didn't cough in front of her. Only missed 1 day of work though!! and I've had this sucker for going on 3 weeks. TOMORROW's the big 3 week day! I think I will throw a party.
I'd snuggle the cats, but they're more fun to throw across the room. I just snuggle my girl and get her sick .....
Than you for the lovely kiss on my forehead. Although filtered by computers and the internet - you won't believe some of the filth that was attached to it!! Some of it was a little exciting though. I decided to save it and look at it again later.
Fell better! 2006 is very much like 2005 except more 6ish. We'll see ~~~
Yes I am on the antibiotics too. Doc says its either Broncitius or Whooping Cough, I guess she couldn't say for certain because I didn't cough in front of her. Only missed 1 day of work though!! and I've had this sucker for going on 3 weeks. TOMORROW's the big 3 week day! I think I will throw a party.
I'd snuggle the cats, but they're more fun to throw across the room. I just snuggle my girl and get her sick .....
Than you for the lovely kiss on my forehead. Although filtered by computers and the internet - you won't believe some of the filth that was attached to it!! Some of it was a little exciting though. I decided to save it and look at it again later.
Fell better! 2006 is very much like 2005 except more 6ish. We'll see ~~~
_gone_:
i was standing in line waiting for my turn for a coffee fix when i spied a office girl talking on her cel & she was very animated & excited, gesticulating wildly as she spoke into her phone & then there was the guy in the grey flannel also on a cel talking quietly without much of the flailing of the arms .. i'm exaggerating of course .. i mentioned it bc i read a paper on the subject some time ago while researching a story .. most people talk with there hands bc it helps them think & remember or when they are stuck for a word to keep up with the conversation .. women do it more than men .. i do it when i need to count past 10... but that's a another story .. when i have to speak in public to a group during a presentation my hands a going all over the place to help with my nervousness
we communicate with different parts of our anatomy .. secret messages with the eyes or that thing some people do with the eyebrow .. sports or military applications .. but while speaking on a phone when the person can't even see you is so funny but stimulates the thought process
we communicate with different parts of our anatomy .. secret messages with the eyes or that thing some people do with the eyebrow .. sports or military applications .. but while speaking on a phone when the person can't even see you is so funny but stimulates the thought process
i tried to write but it didn't work. i tried to masturbate but that didn't work. well, it worked, but i still feel like i need to write or cum or maybe the sneeze-gazm? something in here needs to get out and it's not going. something psychosexual leading to some sort of catharsis? oh fuck me. i was writing about eating plump babies and the...
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attn_ho:
ive often wondered, is it more than a little creepy, or is it just confusing?
attn_ho:
yeahh. im not really ashamed of being dirty. i love it. sometime its hard to find the compatibility though. and to talk it through to that point
'ok, now when the cum hits your face, twist in the handcuff till you can pull the rope, and the fake butler pops up. at that moment, rip off the fake mustache and sing the national anthem!'
ooh! off to go be dirty!
'ok, now when the cum hits your face, twist in the handcuff till you can pull the rope, and the fake butler pops up. at that moment, rip off the fake mustache and sing the national anthem!'
ooh! off to go be dirty!
Fucking Fuck All.
Shits fucked up, I know. But they asked. I have the email. I replied - lots of ideas. Easy shit. Shit to order online and shit to buy at the mall.... Shit they could have made with their very own fucking ass SHIT!!! But no. Not one piece of wrapped shit. I know, I know - 'tis better to give than receive....
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Shits fucked up, I know. But they asked. I have the email. I replied - lots of ideas. Easy shit. Shit to order online and shit to buy at the mall.... Shit they could have made with their very own fucking ass SHIT!!! But no. Not one piece of wrapped shit. I know, I know - 'tis better to give than receive....
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jackie:
aww thanks. your so cool. i will send another picture of my painting to you.. 
metatag:
it's a fatal flaw in our design that we judge ourselfs on the ways that other people act towards us.
But when, it does feel good when people are nice, so these are for you
But when, it does feel good when people are nice, so these are for you
Nearly a month ago a friend noted that, "most people don't think.."
This was my reply:
What about feeling? Do you worry about that too? I don't just mean, "I feel hungry." I'm talking about the big ones - spiritual experience, walking on air after a kiss, knowing you are loved when you sit down for a holiday meal with your family and really feeling...
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This was my reply:
What about feeling? Do you worry about that too? I don't just mean, "I feel hungry." I'm talking about the big ones - spiritual experience, walking on air after a kiss, knowing you are loved when you sit down for a holiday meal with your family and really feeling...
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~welcome~
wait and watch
the dark
light bounces
a glance
a breath
a sigh
still, be still!
heart pounds
into this world
we're thrown...
dripping crystal
fluff and stuff
knob squeaks
eyes close
fingers seek
wet, hot
meet
hunger laid bare
lick it away
be still, be still
click and gone
darkness small
frames time
like a trickle
indeterminate
indiscriminate
fucking intolerable
cool air
knob...
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wait and watch
the dark
light bounces
a glance
a breath
a sigh
still, be still!
heart pounds
into this world
we're thrown...
dripping crystal
fluff and stuff
knob squeaks
eyes close
fingers seek
wet, hot
meet
hunger laid bare
lick it away
be still, be still
click and gone
darkness small
frames time
like a trickle
indeterminate
indiscriminate
fucking intolerable
cool air
knob...
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ericdravyn:
MERRY XMAS, Beautiful!!!!
i spend a lot of time feeling like an insubstantial echo of myself trying to catch up with me
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metatag:
The substantial self of some people amounts to less than your echo.
ericdravyn:
The West Wing is on the tv in the background while working on the computer.
One of the characters is trying to comfort another and tells him this story:
"A guy is walking down the street when he falls down a hole in the sidewalk. The walls are too steep and he can't climb out. A doctor walks by and the man calls out for help: "Doctor, I've fallen down into this hole and I can't climb out... can you help me?"
The doctor writes out a prescription, drops it into the hole and walks on. Next a priest walks by the hole. The man cries out: "Father, I've fallen into this hole and the walls are too steep to climb out... can you please help me?" The priest writes out a prayer on a piece of paper, drops it in the hole and goes on his way.
Finally, the man's friend walks by the hole. "Joe, I've fallen in this hole and can't get out... can you help me?" Joe immediately jumps down into the hole next to his friend. His friend yells out: "Joe, why did you jump into this hole with me... now we're both stuck."
Joe turns to his friend and says: "Yeah, but I've been down here before and I know the way out."
To answer your question; I haven't found any answers yet... I'm usually Joe in the above story... not used to needing Joe to come along and get me out... not too sure what to do while I wait for him/her to show up...
Hope you're doing okay...
One of the characters is trying to comfort another and tells him this story:
"A guy is walking down the street when he falls down a hole in the sidewalk. The walls are too steep and he can't climb out. A doctor walks by and the man calls out for help: "Doctor, I've fallen down into this hole and I can't climb out... can you help me?"
The doctor writes out a prescription, drops it into the hole and walks on. Next a priest walks by the hole. The man cries out: "Father, I've fallen into this hole and the walls are too steep to climb out... can you please help me?" The priest writes out a prayer on a piece of paper, drops it in the hole and goes on his way.
Finally, the man's friend walks by the hole. "Joe, I've fallen in this hole and can't get out... can you help me?" Joe immediately jumps down into the hole next to his friend. His friend yells out: "Joe, why did you jump into this hole with me... now we're both stuck."
Joe turns to his friend and says: "Yeah, but I've been down here before and I know the way out."
To answer your question; I haven't found any answers yet... I'm usually Joe in the above story... not used to needing Joe to come along and get me out... not too sure what to do while I wait for him/her to show up...
Hope you're doing okay...
there is a pull
and i open
a shift in the self
and i am there
aware of
of something new.
birthing pains
pleasures unknown
this landscape
escapes me
even as i
extend my reach.
finger tips and
finger dips
lips like honey
glisten with dew
eyes close
i remember to breathe.
another tug and
a violent heat
rising, falling,
thrusting my awareness
out of...
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and i open
a shift in the self
and i am there
aware of
of something new.
birthing pains
pleasures unknown
this landscape
escapes me
even as i
extend my reach.
finger tips and
finger dips
lips like honey
glisten with dew
eyes close
i remember to breathe.
another tug and
a violent heat
rising, falling,
thrusting my awareness
out of...
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zenfinite:
I miss you. Can't wait until Tuesday.
1 or 2?
Zen
1 or 2?
Zen
true_love:
song of the butterfly
And i think i can help you with....2 or three things in your to do list