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Two people I love are dying. Two. I've been visiting with one - watching the morphine addle her brain. And there is my uncle.... My favorite uncle.... It would wound him more were I to see him as he is today.

That's all.
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jackie:
a giant hug...loads of love and a kiss coming your way.
frown kiss
yuriel:
-hugs sighs-

don't mention it.

youre one of the only souls ive come across that no matter what i think woudl stand by me even beyond my end.

there is no one else i could say that about. anywhere.
EL SUICIDO LOCO
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writing
i know i need to be writing
but the words
fucking words....
too many, too few
and these damnable tears in my eyes
mongoloid mer
heh, so attractive
what is there to say about death?
it happens
it is supposed to happen
and what about love doubted?
that happens too
this is the way of it.
don't know about you
i don't usually intend...
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cherry:
Thank you! I'm really glad you liked Jackie's set smile

I don't like dandelions... we have a superstition here that if you pick them and bring them indoors you'll wet the bed. It's terrified me ever since I was a kid blush
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i offer my thanks to all of you for putting up with me.

that last entry was far more than my standard "brain dump" - it was part conversation and part reflection on a conversation with something no one else was hearing. awful as it was at the time, it was necessary and i am grateful for it. i am also grateful for all of...
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crestfallen:
please keep writing.
you're the one who needs to be thanked.


oh, about the bathroom thing. is it Divine union when I'm by myself? uh, i mean- "if one is by oneself?" blush
graveshow:
apparently I'm not spending enough time in bar bathrooms....
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i had words and there were images
and there were so many words just screaming at me
and things i said and things they said
and things i saw - gods - the things i saw!
the things i still see
the words i hear
and all of the candy colored pills
they don't do a thing
melt into my hand, it seemed
pink and...
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princelogos:
No dear Lady, Thank you.
Glad you'll still talk to me.
I'm such a silly bastard sometimes, but I don't mean to "bug" or pry.
PS. there is something terribly erotic going on with your works.
I think your very special, please just tell me to piss-off, if I get in your hair.
oxy:
im always stunned by your posts...and this one is no exception
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sunlight catches the fringe
and it hurts
they don't help
confusion
voices shriek and
there is no help
moonlight in the mind
fuck her
i said fuck her!
she pulls at me
barren bitch
staring from on high
i'm tidal as the sea
the eye is the ocean
the tree is me
rooted up
the I sways
encircling, safe
a breeze and
weeping leaves rustle...
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misfit762:
Wow, that was fast! Thanks for adding me!
jackie:
kiss kiss
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princelogos:
Strikes me funny that you sent me a "happy Friday". That's one of my habits, started with "happy Monday";....usually to some one hungover or totally bedragled.
You like A.C.'s poetry. I love his books.
I used to live at his old address in N.Y.C.
Actually I'm sure the same apartment. One University Place, apt 2 b.
When I read his desciption of the screen he painted and put up to block off the room from the front door, I knew that I already knew about it, total Deja vu.
Sorry I keep doing this to people's comment areas. I'll post at my page now. biggrin
oxy:
hows things in your life? (huggggggggsandsoft kiss s)
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~~~~~~~~~~~who do i have to pay for cuddles?~~~~~~~~~~~




(Later - Ugh, could I be more pathetic? puke )

(Later still - Where the fuck are my manners? Thank you for the cuddles and cuddly sentiments.)
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ankh42:
Big Hug d===O===b smile smile
ankh42:
And a Rose for you too. @)}>---'------ kiss
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keep the abyss
in the abyss
a squeaky hinge
and a drawer closes
a drawer, not a door!
just a drawer
a slot in the mind
tucked away
the cheek of a squirrel
safe-keeping
what knowledge?
what secrets?
what does it matter?
you haven't got the key
nor the oil
for the hinge
cure the squeak
lube the slot
make her ready
like a common...
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metatag:
I like the poem above all others in your journal. kiss kiss kiss
jackie:
kiss
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~~~~~~~~~~~What is the price of love in our "free" society?~~~~~~~~~~~
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silveronthetree:
Ah thanks mate, that was a lovely comment.

I took that picture in Hastings over new year. I love the light in it.

Yes I`m cool generally.

How about you ?

Sorry for my flippant reply up above, you caught me at a cynical moment.

I don`t really think it costs anything. I always seem to have an unlimited supply to give, where it all comes from who knows?

All I know is that there is nothing more important than to love. Its why we are here.

Send you some love and a kiss
tadzi:
it depends...it should be free, but with most people, the exchange rate kind of sucks frown they take and give nothing in return.
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~~~~~~~~~~~and now for something completely different~~~~~~~~~~~
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ankh42:
Yeah, I never did read the book (Elegant Universe), I've wanted to for a while now. Does it go into details about the 11 dimentions, or does it focus more on the Graviton?
I've heard of Caligula, another movie I have to see (I like Malcom McDowell), and yeah, you could say I get into that. Ever hear of Marquie De Sad? I think that was the title. It's been a couple of years.
ankh42:
Oh, and my interest in Anceint Egypt is it's whole culture. From the dieties they worshiped, to the slaves routine harvest. I've been teaching myself hieroglyphs. It's alot, of fun, but it is hard, because I have no one to talk to in Anceint Egyptian. frown