laughingly she muttered
sputtered, ha!
we're all ok
didn't ya know?
no, i didn't
there is love
and
there is love
i couldn't have said it better...
cracked tar
your labret will stay
twinkle little star
even the Apocalypse
shed a tear
should i find that queer?
i don't
time comes and
time again
she flutters on the wind
to be all and none
a...
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sputtered, ha!
we're all ok
didn't ya know?
no, i didn't
there is love
and
there is love
i couldn't have said it better...
cracked tar
your labret will stay
twinkle little star
even the Apocalypse
shed a tear
should i find that queer?
i don't
time comes and
time again
she flutters on the wind
to be all and none
a...
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~~~all of the answers were already inside of me and i've come to realize them. not only that, but i like them! i am completely content with myself and the world i live in.~~~
people! i love you all, but did you not notice that yesterday was april 1??? did you miss my
? does that REALLY sound like me? i will be questioning until...
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people! i love you all, but did you not notice that yesterday was april 1??? did you miss my
? does that REALLY sound like me? i will be questioning until... Read More
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princelogos:
Highya!
The answers are all there, but we have to ask the questions all right.
I saw a book title, " I have abandoned my search for truth, and am now looking for a really good fantacy."
I wanted to read it , but the owner showed up and took it away almost the instant I reached for it. ( an on going theme played out in my life repeatedly. )
" OHmmmmmm------- my ass is really tired of sitting on this cold temple floor"
The answers are all there, but we have to ask the questions all right.
I saw a book title, " I have abandoned my search for truth, and am now looking for a really good fantacy."
I wanted to read it , but the owner showed up and took it away almost the instant I reached for it. ( an on going theme played out in my life repeatedly. )
" OHmmmmmm------- my ass is really tired of sitting on this cold temple floor"
yuriel:
thats no joke though hon
becuase they really ARE all lurking inside of us somewhere <3
-muah-
becuase they really ARE all lurking inside of us somewhere <3
-muah-
all of the answers were already inside of me and i've come to realize them. not only that, but i like them! i am completely content with myself and the world i live in.
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radioactivehead:
I have a great feeling about this one.... I looked for you on south street today but as you know, i could not find out
ok. i'm going to write a little about the frustration i have about not being able to write. usually i do a little vertical short-hand and i'm good to go. lately, no dice. lots of shit going on in my life - some very tragic, some joyful beyond belief and yet can i write? NO! it is like being fucking constipated for two months or...
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drrtyrocstr:
Well fuck!!!!
aj_paradiselost:
I don't know if we can be friends anymore, you say fuck alot and it scares me Mer, ha ha ha.....L8er beautiful....AJ
So a while back, Jackie posted a picture of a painting she did for a friend and I said "WOW Jackie! You're really talented!" Of course Jackie was her modest self and said something like, "I'm not a real artist, I just put holes in people." Well, I asked her simply to send me a larger version of the photo of the painting so that...
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rouke:
Just wondering if everything is okay with you. I hope you are doing okay. Take care
princelogos:
It's a good flower, uh- orchid.
A color that I can probably see relitively the same as most people.
Art! ain't it grand. I'm glad you got a nice thingy after all that tough stuff.
A color that I can probably see relitively the same as most people.
Art! ain't it grand. I'm glad you got a nice thingy after all that tough stuff.
I had something delightful to post... And I will post it... But my favorite uncle died this afternoon and I'm more upset than I expected. His life was pain, so I am relieved in a way. But...
Both Mercury and Jupiter are retrograde.
But have some patience, what I have to post will bring a smile to even the saddest heart. Thank you Jackie.
Both Mercury and Jupiter are retrograde.
But have some patience, what I have to post will bring a smile to even the saddest heart. Thank you Jackie.
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_gone_:
my condolences 
true_love:
Funny how death touches us. We know it's just a dooor and yet... Time to honour a souls passing. And then like ol' Perry Farrel said "Sadness, it's a cloud"
in finite
in finite
This is filler.
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artrob:
hi, I'm in town working. Where should I go?
pixilated101:
most of life is...
Happy Self-Injury Awareness Day!!!
I'm supposed to pretend to be someone else today, but as a Major Depressive Schizophrenic with Borderline Personality Disorder, I do that every day so I thought I'd pretend to be myself.
Hello. Wow, I really don't know what to say. I used to cut myself. That's why I care that it is self-injury awareness day. Oh, I burned a few...
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I'm supposed to pretend to be someone else today, but as a Major Depressive Schizophrenic with Borderline Personality Disorder, I do that every day so I thought I'd pretend to be myself.
Hello. Wow, I really don't know what to say. I used to cut myself. That's why I care that it is self-injury awareness day. Oh, I burned a few...
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aj_paradiselost:
Hey Mer, I"m fucking finally back. Have I missed anything? Fill me in. L8er..AJ
thanks to all who took the time to leave such caring words and excellent advice on how to deal with the loss of my friend Sean. i had hoped to put your advice to use before the death of my fiancs mother, but it was not to be. thing is, just the act of asking and the receiving of such thoughtful responses from so many...
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rouke:
I'm sorry for your lost. Thanks for your comments in my journal.
redfirefaery:
i love you, hun. make someone hug you for me. and hug brian for me too. i'm sure he needs 'em too.
i'll email you my new phone #.
♥
i'll email you my new phone #.
♥
thank you all for the love - i sure need it right now. i have yet to come to terms with the loss of my dear friend Sean in 2000 - and this all just brings it back fresh. i don't know where i am. the first boy i ever kissed and these precious people slipping away now.... i think i'm still angry with Sean...
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kms:
sorry to hear this. try and take care of yourself the best you can.
--hugs--
--hugs--
radioactivehead:
I know you will feel better with time. Or else...
(try to figure out how the "or else" is meant. Am i saying it like "Or else i will do something to make you happy" or am i saying it like "Or else im gonna go out and eat a kitten" Did i just blow your mind?)
(try to figure out how the "or else" is meant. Am i saying it like "Or else i will do something to make you happy" or am i saying it like "Or else im gonna go out and eat a kitten" Did i just blow your mind?)
mine are ov nights with wine and cheese,
and discussinng A.C.'s diary's....
and fighting eggs, and ham!
said not sam, (sam i am)
said me....
I loved the ham.