abyssia

sunlight catches the fringe
and it hurts
they don't help
confusion
voices shriek and
there is no help
moonlight in the mind
fuck her
i said fuck her!
she pulls at me
barren bitch
staring from on high
i'm tidal as the sea
the eye is the ocean
the tree is me
rooted up
the I sways
encircling, safe
a breeze and
weeping leaves rustle
so sweet
schoolmarm shrieks
there is no help
voices, always voices
and not the sole pain
for this soul
is tzimtzum the way
to know the way
to go the way
we came?
aur, do we act?
spin the wheel and
find your dharma!
sixpence for five
a carnival ride
is it i who shriek?
i cry out...
take this cup from me!
wine of this world
no longer satisfies
the wine from beyond
poison, pure
salvation in a gulp
i drink from the cup
of thy lap
or lap from the cup
of thy loins?
confusion, again
you can't fucking help
a mere phantom
sunlit limbs, fancy, catch?
something....
i am lost