Have you ever met someone you knew was bad for you toxic even to you an your life but felt deeply that there was good within their heart an thats all you ever saw or felt?
The need to be near them around them to trace their skin with your fingertips to breathe in their scent. To feel thier skin pressed against your own to taste thier lips the bite the tug...to see them smile giggle or laugh, To simply being within their presence. just something about them no matter how fucked up an broken they were compared to yourself their flaws didnt mean shit because you saw past all that...
But in a heartbeat what made them so broken so toxic so dangerous cuts you, breaks you, an cripples you because you felt so strongly you fell so fucken hard. And just as quickly as they appeared in your life they're gone you just werent as important to them as they were to you...
This is to them cheers you beautifully broken souls left to wander aimlessly alone far more broken then i could ever be. But helpless that no matter how much pain i am to endure i will always be waiting. So in a way am i not as broken?...
This candle this torch this light will always be tended to... may we meet again someday.