Like the title implies its going to be one of "Those" nights for me it sucks. I had a great night watched deadpool laughed out loud got stoned not in that order lol but it was a good night.
But depression is creeping in like a fog i can feel it slowly coming over me an just like that i feel like im all alone. for some reason family or friends just dont help much not for me not all the time. And im sure everyone has that ONE comfort thing they do that grounds them in time of need, an for me thats gaming it keeps my mind focused and hands busy. Im sure i could substitute gaming with other more physical cooperative activities lol or somehow do both.
Wont lie i try hard to keep my head above water to the point i tell horrible jokes they arent that bad i dont think lol..
Oh an dont forget the introvert stuff cant tell ya how long i stared at this before i hit post adding deleting going back an forth about what to say lol fml its frustrating but i want out of that bubble it sucks an the cookies are stale as fuck! Dammit lol. So here i am smh see horrible.
this image really felt like it fit with all of this. Wish i knew who took it, to give them proper credit.