abstraction

I've finally decided to eat much heathier...yesterday I threw away everything w/the label partially hydronated, corn syrup, & most everything that has added sugar. During & since college I've slowly packed on about 30lbs, which I'm not really someone who cares too much about how I look & my weight, but I do feel super wasteful because I have a whole closet full of close that I can wear anymore & it just seems like a big waste of money to go out & buy more new close (which would just be an endless cycle if I don't take control now). I have also felt really slugish & I'm getting to feel more & more that way...w/my job I'm at a desk for 10 hrs a day...I really need to stop this now before I develop serious health problems. Plus my boyfriend has this weird alergy related buble that he at the base of his neck when he eats too much junk food & doesn't take care of himself...he's just had a re-occurence of the bizzar bubble & I'm the main person who says let go get some junk food, so its time.

I also thinking about other things that I'd like to do I have a whole bunch of hobbies that I've started over the past several years that I've never fully learned or that I put on the back burner. For instance my aunte & my mom bought me a sewing machine a couple years ago & it has been in my closet pretty much since then..there is sewing store down the street from me that gives sewing lessions. I'm also planning on writing more frequently in my journal...I usually lose track of time & don't get a change to write & before I know it is been a month.

I also can't wait until spring...I'm so sick of winter