absinthe

I spent the weekend in Eugene seeing my lovely lessthanthree. I can't describe how i miss home when I see her and how I just want to cruise our hometown with her and have sleepovers and eat white pizza. (Although we did cruise the mall and go to a cheap movie and eat pizza just like we would have done!)
It was so so so good to see her and it just made me homesick all the more. I just want to buy a winnebago and travel around the US and stop at home most of all to see my girls and my family and my old loves. My my my.
I feel like a great world traveler taking the train, hopping in cabs, carrying my laptop and shopping bags and subsisting only on convenience store food. Staying up late and sneaking off in the morning.
I sort of just want to take off. I'm desperatly happy here at school but I feel as though I cannot study and cannot buckle down and focus on the fact that school is happening. I just want to live life and that certainly happens at College. I just get the study-guilt that the "education" half of "college education" just isn't happening and I'm wasting $$$$$$. I'm just having so much fun, I don't want to get serious!