They're tearing out the old carpet at the office and putting in new carpet, so all the furniture is stacked in piles around my desk like a cubicle ... in a war zone every day this week it's closed in on me and now my desk is the only one with a working computer and phone and I'm hidden within a maze of office stuff. I feel sort of important. One boss is out to lunch and the other is watching Judge Mathis and the soaps. Sweet.
Yesterday one of my housemates said something insensitive that started making me cry at the bus stop. I realize that I haven't really dealt with things, with the breakup, and it keeps leaking out of me (literally in this case) in other ways. I guess there's not really a way to "deal with it" but I dunno. I felt this way as well when a very good friend of mine from camp counseling last summer came to see me for a surprise visit. I was eager to catch up with him and get all nostalgic but I when it came around I wasn't really feeling it. Maybe that's cause it took him two days longer to arrive then we'd thought, so I was starting to doubt he'd show up at all. Maybe it's cause I feel like I've changed so much but he doesn't seem like he's changed (not that he needed to, its just the discrepancy is hard). Maybe it's cause some jerk threw an egg at me our of a car window while I was waiting at the bus stop, hitting me in the chest. Man, what's with the bus stop these days?
Yesterday I was packing up an office and I found a sticky note on his computer. It read:
suicidegirls.com. I thought I was being terribly clever at updating at work I hope I don't get exposed! Mr. North, you better not be reading this
I'm starting to get concerned because I'm supposed to buy a bed today and I still dont know about the house so I dont know if I need one. I know it takes a long time to close a deal so I'm guessing the girl who's moving out (she's buying a house) just doesn't know yet, but I'm worried and impatient. It's hard to find my zen space within this tower of furniture and days that just keep getting hotter and muggier.
My new camera came and it's Amazing! Its so tiny and sneaky and I take it with me everywhere. Its the exact same size as my Ipod so I've decided that my appliances are boyfriend and girlfriend. Hooray!
p.s - having the slowest internet connection ever sucks. Not only can I not post pictures, I've been seriously deprived of seeing/commenting on the sets - every time I try its like , load, boobs, load before someone sees me! Today I was trying to log in and my boss came along and started using the fax right next to me and I couldnt get Internet Explorer to quit so that picture of Quinnes amazing boobs would dissapear!!!
I hope you all dont think I'm being a bad SG. I should start finding places with wireless and some privay so I can get my SG fix and you can see my new camera's pictures!
Yesterday one of my housemates said something insensitive that started making me cry at the bus stop. I realize that I haven't really dealt with things, with the breakup, and it keeps leaking out of me (literally in this case) in other ways. I guess there's not really a way to "deal with it" but I dunno. I felt this way as well when a very good friend of mine from camp counseling last summer came to see me for a surprise visit. I was eager to catch up with him and get all nostalgic but I when it came around I wasn't really feeling it. Maybe that's cause it took him two days longer to arrive then we'd thought, so I was starting to doubt he'd show up at all. Maybe it's cause I feel like I've changed so much but he doesn't seem like he's changed (not that he needed to, its just the discrepancy is hard). Maybe it's cause some jerk threw an egg at me our of a car window while I was waiting at the bus stop, hitting me in the chest. Man, what's with the bus stop these days?
Yesterday I was packing up an office and I found a sticky note on his computer. It read:
suicidegirls.com. I thought I was being terribly clever at updating at work I hope I don't get exposed! Mr. North, you better not be reading this
I'm starting to get concerned because I'm supposed to buy a bed today and I still dont know about the house so I dont know if I need one. I know it takes a long time to close a deal so I'm guessing the girl who's moving out (she's buying a house) just doesn't know yet, but I'm worried and impatient. It's hard to find my zen space within this tower of furniture and days that just keep getting hotter and muggier.
My new camera came and it's Amazing! Its so tiny and sneaky and I take it with me everywhere. Its the exact same size as my Ipod so I've decided that my appliances are boyfriend and girlfriend. Hooray!
p.s - having the slowest internet connection ever sucks. Not only can I not post pictures, I've been seriously deprived of seeing/commenting on the sets - every time I try its like , load, boobs, load before someone sees me! Today I was trying to log in and my boss came along and started using the fax right next to me and I couldnt get Internet Explorer to quit so that picture of Quinnes amazing boobs would dissapear!!!
I hope you all dont think I'm being a bad SG. I should start finding places with wireless and some privay so I can get my SG fix and you can see my new camera's pictures!
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Can't upload too much pics
Cause the modem is jealous
Of her thousands pretenders
I don't know about most of you but I'd be a little bit embarassed to approach someone like Absinthe [far too beautiful] about anything remotely related to pornography [such as being a pin-up girl, or posting on the site].