absinthe

Somethings Coming

the sky makes me feel like somethings coming. Its gotten all dark in the corners, and its really humid and blustery out like rain could come at any moment or some meteorological disaster even. I was hoping it'd stay balmy forever, but i kind of like this too.
I dont know of anything like a tornado or hurricane coming this way, but i know the Boy is, on Saturday! to be candid I'm worried, anxious, nervous, terrified. But the closer it gets to the big day the happier and more exited i get about seeing him and what the future entails.
right now the future entails sushi!! I'm going out with Alohra, her man, and his friend (who doesnt get along with Alohra or, evidently, any female, so we'll see how this goes). I'll sit through (or is it in?) any amount of awkward if theres sushi at the end of the line.
sadly, all today has brought me is a trilllion job applications - phone calls, cover letters, resume editing, label making, and application scribbling. Ug.