absinthe

do you ever do things that you know are bad? relationship-wise, i mean. have you ever fallen for someone repeatedly when you know that they're going to break your heart, but you can't stop yourself?

I know that someday I'm going to wake up from this messed up crazy love affair thing (what do youcall things like this) and realize that I've done nothing but hurt myself. And knowing this with my mind, my heart plunges on unceasingly.

I may not be online for a while since I don't have internet in my apartment, and now that I'm reasonably unsick and not watching my neighbor's house, I have no excuse but to go back to the land of blue walls and finish painting. So if my set goes up (which is VERY optimistic since I've been on the site a mere 10 days) please be kind (never been naked for an audience except for truth or dare freshman year) and I'll reply when I get here again!