absinthe

Oh, I am in a black mood, a black Plath mood.

these seem to be happening more and more regularly.
Maybe because it's no longer beautiful October, my favorite month of the year. Instead it is dreary November and that means Winter is coming and I just hate winter. It makes me feel vulnerable and worn out and hungry but apetiteless. I also had a painfully vivid dream last night that i can't seem to shake. Cure me of this haunted mood.
Even eating an ice cream bar and chocolate kisses for breakfast didn't help as much as it should have.

I like listening to the rain at night and in the morning when I started walking to the shop I stood on the bridge watching the drops make perfect rings in the water and the leaves getting shiny and wet before rotting away. (anyone want to crawl under the porch with me?)

On a more positive note, I learned some sweet moves in my dance class and now I feel hot and buff (and sore). I think I'm going to go sit in the sauna this afternoon. now to go make tea. and write to lessthanthree, who I miss so much.