absconding_

This last week was an eye opener. To a lot of things. My past and all the bad decisions I have made. My life and where it's going. My actions and how they affect others.I use to be a strong person.Doing anything I had to do to get things done. Somewhere along the way, I got distracted. Slipped and fell. Laid on the ground for a while and stared at the sky. Wondering why I had fallen so hard. I want to make a change.

A big one.