I dont want to go on a rant here....................but im gonna......
Some emotionally vexing things have been happening with my sister lately. My sister,who is 5 years older, emailed me a very long letter(i posted a couple blogs ago) telling me me that i was a bad person.After she emailed me she left me a voice mail telling me that im delusional, i need to admit that i am wrong or she is never talking to me again.Then she ended it by crying and saying she one day hopes we can be friends.
Why would she say these things?................i don't know!
I dont understand why she feels the need to harass me. I can think of a couple reasons, but I really dont understand why she would do this to me for so long.
1. She is extremely religious and sees me as a sinner and she is fearing that i will burn in hell.
2. She is stressed out with her own problems and she is pawning them off on me saying "you're unhappy with your life"
3. She thinks she can control me,what i do,music i listen to,clothes i wear,ppl who i choose to be friends with.But she can't control me because I am my own person.Something she seems to have a problem with.
Whatever the reason, the whole situation is very upsetting. The only word i can think of to describe how i feel is "harassed"
After she left me the voice mail she decided to call my dad and mom telling them all these horrible things about me, and all these horrible things ive said to her.They call me very concerned,asking me what I did? Why cant I just apologize?
Because I have not done anything wrong. Im a good person. I work hard,pay bills,take care of my house,take care of myself. I dont know where she is getting this stuff!
Now since my parents are involved, this situation is intensified.They feel that we shouldn't fight.That we are old enough to sort things out without getting mommy and daddy involved.I totally agree. There is no reason why she had to run to them crying and make me look like im a bad person when I have done no wrong.
Talking to her is out of the question,she does not listen and she just yells at me and makes me cry.
Not talking to her is also out of the question,she emails me,calls me,texts me saying "why dont you call?"
BECAUSE YOU ARE CRAZY AND I DONT LIKE YOU!!!!
It unfortunate,but its been like this for years,we just dont get along.
I really wish she would not judge me,telling me im a bad person. Its really unnecessary.
This whole situation is extremely unnecessary.
It's all I can think about now.
It's hard to have a crazy sister who harasses me.
Some emotionally vexing things have been happening with my sister lately. My sister,who is 5 years older, emailed me a very long letter(i posted a couple blogs ago) telling me me that i was a bad person.After she emailed me she left me a voice mail telling me that im delusional, i need to admit that i am wrong or she is never talking to me again.Then she ended it by crying and saying she one day hopes we can be friends.
Why would she say these things?................i don't know!
I dont understand why she feels the need to harass me. I can think of a couple reasons, but I really dont understand why she would do this to me for so long.
1. She is extremely religious and sees me as a sinner and she is fearing that i will burn in hell.
2. She is stressed out with her own problems and she is pawning them off on me saying "you're unhappy with your life"
3. She thinks she can control me,what i do,music i listen to,clothes i wear,ppl who i choose to be friends with.But she can't control me because I am my own person.Something she seems to have a problem with.
Whatever the reason, the whole situation is very upsetting. The only word i can think of to describe how i feel is "harassed"
After she left me the voice mail she decided to call my dad and mom telling them all these horrible things about me, and all these horrible things ive said to her.They call me very concerned,asking me what I did? Why cant I just apologize?
Because I have not done anything wrong. Im a good person. I work hard,pay bills,take care of my house,take care of myself. I dont know where she is getting this stuff!
Now since my parents are involved, this situation is intensified.They feel that we shouldn't fight.That we are old enough to sort things out without getting mommy and daddy involved.I totally agree. There is no reason why she had to run to them crying and make me look like im a bad person when I have done no wrong.
Talking to her is out of the question,she does not listen and she just yells at me and makes me cry.
Not talking to her is also out of the question,she emails me,calls me,texts me saying "why dont you call?"
BECAUSE YOU ARE CRAZY AND I DONT LIKE YOU!!!!
It unfortunate,but its been like this for years,we just dont get along.
I really wish she would not judge me,telling me im a bad person. Its really unnecessary.
This whole situation is extremely unnecessary.
It's all I can think about now.
It's hard to have a crazy sister who harasses me.
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Secluded in her own confused frustration,
perpetuated by irrational obligations, she
switches emotions that bend to her beliefs, but
the duties ahead set forth won't bring relief. So
go tail spinning, there goes little Bonnie again,
nose diving. There goes little Bonnie again,
having a fit again, having a fit again, having a
fit again. There goes little bonnie again. If I
were youze I'd move far far far away. she's got
her sneaky little games to play. the bonds that
bind her see through lies are weak and the tempest
is rising in the back of her mind, but I think
I've go something caught in my eye. So go tail
spinning, there goes little Bonnie again, nose
diving. There goes little Bonnie again, having a
fit again, having a fit again, having a fit again.
There goes little Bonnie again, watch her spin
haha this is to a tee how she is. It's so weird that a band wrote about a different chick named Bonnie but had the same temper.