absconding_

you know, I once got ambien from my former boss. It was great, and horrible too. My problem was, and still is, that I couldn't make myself go to sleep. I would take an ambien or two (and these were the 10's) and down them with a few beers... and get FUCKED UP. like, I would walk hunched over sideways and it would look like the hall would get longer in front of me and more and more.... crazy stuff there.
I guess I'm trying to say... please don't end yourself.

yeah... going to sleep because I would puke if I didn't wasn't much fun.