i'm doing laundry and listening to my ex's album. it's really good, and i like it, despite myself. in fact, each song kind of breaks my heart a little.
just when i think i can't live on my own, i somehow find the energy to do the dishes and take out the trash and i look around and the place looks halfway respectable. i find that the rent is paid, the electricity up-to-date. i am pretending to be an adult. there is soup in the fridge and dog food in the cupboard.
i indulge in nostalgia, that utter slut. tom waits said that time is just memory, mixed with desire. but really it's the other way around: memory is time, mixed with desire. now that time has passed i can remember things in any way i want to. and i do.
just when i think i can't live on my own, i somehow find the energy to do the dishes and take out the trash and i look around and the place looks halfway respectable. i find that the rent is paid, the electricity up-to-date. i am pretending to be an adult. there is soup in the fridge and dog food in the cupboard.
i indulge in nostalgia, that utter slut. tom waits said that time is just memory, mixed with desire. but really it's the other way around: memory is time, mixed with desire. now that time has passed i can remember things in any way i want to. and i do.
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toxic:
Thank you for the add pretty 
we should ge together sometime!
we should ge together sometime!
narehusu:
Happy almost Bday! My Grammy taught me to needlepoint when I was little and I found some really cool books at the library a while back with cool ideas. I have an iron on pattern book with some cool vintage and retro designs. I finally got a while flowing summer skirt and going to do a mexican dancer margarita themes. So exciting! I have to go clean my room first though, everthing is crazy from moving. Talk to you later.