vortex:
borednbeautiful:
hey i dont think weve said hi yet x
It's been awhile, ok to some up Download was cool lots of fun and i saw some of my all time favourite bands for the first time! Anathema, Dream Theatre, Porcupine Tree & Paradise Lost being the ones that stick out most. Oh and of course KoRn XD
Done mucho recording, Helping my friends Shoot a video for there Band Elmo Sexwhistle this Friday at...
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Done mucho recording, Helping my friends Shoot a video for there Band Elmo Sexwhistle this Friday at...
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Single again! Huzzah!
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It'll come to me
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I've forgotten what's it's like to be single...........
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It'll come to me
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I've forgotten what's it's like to be single...........
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vortex:
...and what a pretty new girlfriend she is. 
Isn't love grand?
Isn't love grand?
illixit:
Fuck you. I want my letter.
Merry Christmas! Why not? oh yeah i don't believe in God do i? which means Jesus Christ shouldn't be on my birthday list. Ah well it's an excuse for everyone to stop being shitty to each other so i'm in. Well this is how it is supposed to work anyway as far as i have been informed...
So is everyone enjoying the festivities? getting fat...
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So is everyone enjoying the festivities? getting fat...
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yeknomyknuf:
You're such a sweetie 
You rock - hard 
You rock - hard
illixit:
Hey yo, I'm back! When you leave they offer you a whole year's membership for $29! I'm such a whore, how could I refuse?? And oh, in other news, I sponsored a child today, 9 year old dude from Peru, Americo. How fucking awesome am I??
I want to go for a drink!
Someone come for a drink with me!
Ever since i moved into my new place (and being that i have been skint for ages and now finally back on my feet) i have lost touch alittle with friends. Eugh......
Someone come for a drink with me!
Ever since i moved into my new place (and being that i have been skint for ages and now finally back on my feet) i have lost touch alittle with friends. Eugh......
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suziewoohooo:
Awesome, I'll wear a pink elf hat so you know its me
red_bess:
I would sweetie!
A month out of date, but guessing you still need a hug ~hugs~
A month out of date, but guessing you still need a hug ~hugs~
Time to Motherfucking vent!
Right Anti Depressants.
What the fuck is wrong with you people! can't you see it merely makes shit worse, ok i am willing to accept it can help some cases but it's not for everyone and i only advise this shit if you are merely "alittle depressed".
Example time
A friend of mine is Asbergic and of course you have to...
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Right Anti Depressants.
What the fuck is wrong with you people! can't you see it merely makes shit worse, ok i am willing to accept it can help some cases but it's not for everyone and i only advise this shit if you are merely "alittle depressed".
Example time
A friend of mine is Asbergic and of course you have to...
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red_bess:
uuuuuuuggggh, I just got myself off them after a year and a half!
They screwed with me so SO bad, made me worse, mood swings from hell , VERY agressive, even made me MORE promiscuious (not sure how its spelt) and I just couldnt get off them. evey time i told the doc, he said, ooooh, I think you need to stay on a bit longer.
So I stopped them, by taking less and less, then I collapsed in my shopping centre from withdrawal.
SO...the plan...it was...I started to take St Johns Wort for about two months WITH them, then I started to take myself off. In the end I was on just the st johns wort. Sure I had some withdrawal, twitching was the worst (and the most embarassing) but I stuck with it.
Three months after that, i took myself off them
And you know what? ive NEVER felt so bloody happy! Now things happen, and i mean deaths etc, and I am able to deal with them, when that happened on AD's i would cave in for days/weeks. Sure things hurt, but my head is clear, and I can think for myself rather than feeling numb and exposed.
I just ask myself if there is anything i can do about a problem, if there is, I do it, if not, i forget about it, and things that hurt, I allow myself to hurt, let it out, and move on.
If you need to talk, my MSN in on my page, its cool. I know how harsh it can be.
They screwed with me so SO bad, made me worse, mood swings from hell , VERY agressive, even made me MORE promiscuious (not sure how its spelt) and I just couldnt get off them. evey time i told the doc, he said, ooooh, I think you need to stay on a bit longer.
So I stopped them, by taking less and less, then I collapsed in my shopping centre from withdrawal.
SO...the plan...it was...I started to take St Johns Wort for about two months WITH them, then I started to take myself off. In the end I was on just the st johns wort. Sure I had some withdrawal, twitching was the worst (and the most embarassing) but I stuck with it.
Three months after that, i took myself off them
And you know what? ive NEVER felt so bloody happy! Now things happen, and i mean deaths etc, and I am able to deal with them, when that happened on AD's i would cave in for days/weeks. Sure things hurt, but my head is clear, and I can think for myself rather than feeling numb and exposed.
I just ask myself if there is anything i can do about a problem, if there is, I do it, if not, i forget about it, and things that hurt, I allow myself to hurt, let it out, and move on.
If you need to talk, my MSN in on my page, its cool. I know how harsh it can be.
jackie:
fanks 
Done with the depression ready to move onto the next stage.
No string sex and much alcohol.
Went for a gig rehearsal yesterday which went ok despite not getting much done we decided to just improv which turned into 2 hours of crazy shit.
My voice is dead and yet i keep smoking.
MORON!
No string sex and much alcohol.
Went for a gig rehearsal yesterday which went ok despite not getting much done we decided to just improv which turned into 2 hours of crazy shit.
My voice is dead and yet i keep smoking.
MORON!
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kittyvalentine:
I'm not really a going out type, quite the opposite, I'm a relative recluse, so its been some years since that happened to me.
But then I never had the charisma to make good on those opportunities, I'd always just stand about and look awkward. God it sucks being socially retarded.
But then I never had the charisma to make good on those opportunities, I'd always just stand about and look awkward. God it sucks being socially retarded.
kittyvalentine:
Well, I'm good at the spilling drinks part, but that's because I'm the clumsiest person ever.
But nightlife for me is a cup of tea and a good film/record/tv programme/computer game. I promise I am not 50.
Makes me actually wonder what I'll be like when I am 50.
But nightlife for me is a cup of tea and a good film/record/tv programme/computer game. I promise I am not 50.
Makes me actually wonder what I'll be like when I am 50.
break ups are hard
alcohol
good idea
i would eat but i can't
alcohol
good idea
i would eat but i can't
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kombucha:
hey hun hows you xx
pixxii:
hey thanks for the request! Hope things get better soon
recorded 3 new songs
going to download heading up on a wednesday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
straight hair pics to follow soon
must update and comment again sorry i am such a busy motherfucker
new mic, sword, and loads of random albums
discussions of equality and the bnp and how much of a joke it is.
smoked and such
ate a fried egg chilli chutney sandwich, it's not as...
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going to download heading up on a wednesday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
straight hair pics to follow soon
must update and comment again sorry i am such a busy motherfucker
new mic, sword, and loads of random albums
discussions of equality and the bnp and how much of a joke it is.
smoked and such
ate a fried egg chilli chutney sandwich, it's not as...
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illixit:
Nup, bought a different one, about double the cost! OMG. I'm a freak. Yo, talk to me.
song:
power to the music cunts like us !
eugh! Haven't had time for anything lately!!!
Work, music, social life, relationships, and many cool things in between.
Once i have my own house i can resort to getting a shite job and be the true starving artist i really am. Then eventually music full time!
How is everyone? I played many an april fool on people
Work, music, social life, relationships, and many cool things in between.
Once i have my own house i can resort to getting a shite job and be the true starving artist i really am. Then eventually music full time!
How is everyone? I played many an april fool on people
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verushka:
(thought Id say hi!)
(thought Id say hi!)
sinope:
weeeeeeeeeeell heeeeellllllllllllllllllllllllo there!!