abortedchrist

bleh i dunno what it is lately. I think id be happier with whats all been goin on lately but im back where i started wallowing in my own shit. Everything seems so stagnant it feels like its time to get movin again i need somethin new.

i live and its my birthday. good ol 21 the last of the usefull years but wtih my new powers bestowed on me i shall be contributing to the deliquency of minors 24/7. Its been a good brithday weekend. We had a badass party last night and i drank my self stupid. Then today my friend took me to the warped tour which was fun...
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sippin on gin and juice. goodbye to that fuckin bottle. New Orleans was fuckin fun for the brief stay i had there. But yeah hopefully i shall be headin back there soon and maybe just maybe off to california in early august if thiings work out for me. but yeah its time to pass out.

Fuckin internet. It never works round here lately but now im back and blacker than ever and a lil drunk once again. Oh yeah and i have a pic since the lovely Hel said i needed one. So now you all get to see my baby faced mug. Well the job search still continues hopefully tommorow somethin will work for but if not im goin...
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Tis a sad day last night it finally set in that my friend Claire is moving. I'll miss her alot. We havent been the as good of friends as we have been in the past but now things seem like they've come full circle and im happy to see it happen. But hopefully, mostly depending on my employment situation, me, pat, alder, and julie will...
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Well that last entry was a fuckin downer. I shouldnt get that drunk when shit like that goes down. I was such an ass to all my friends who were just tryin to be there for me. And all the fuckin drama i created with it was far from cool. In one night i turned to something I never wanted to ever resemble, so for...
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and now im back for more ranting now with a grip of booze in me to fuel it all. So yeah i made the mistake today of goin to see my friends who my ex is stayin with. i thought she was stayin with her other friends at this point. But yeah apparently she had showed up all fuckin barred out and drunk off whiskey...
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I feel like ranting so I'll actually write in this fuckin thing. I don't know why i bother coming back here anymore, well back to Katy that is, too much fuckin drama and lame bullshit. Atleast I have the possibilities of starting a band back in Lubbock. My ex came down to visit all our friends for the next week or two so until then...
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