long, full times....no real posts.... so here goes... short but sweet:
- i hate my job. so much. more so now that i got a "verbal/written warning" today for switching shifts in order to drive john to providence cause his parents just randomly showed up a day early. they also said i didnt "pull my weight" or "finish projects quick enough"... which is bullshit. i've been working more hard there than i have at any previous job. i can't work my ass off at a place that doesn't fuckin appreciate it. ......and i still haven't even gotten paid for my work yet. fuckers.
- john makes me happy inside. he completes my sad and lonely life. it sucks that he didnt feel like he fit in with the efs guys.... it's just a scene that he's not too familiar with. i have a feeling that if he gives everyone another chance (minus shawn), he'll feel better about it all....i know he thought kate was awesome. it made me scared though, cause i'm afraid he's gonna move up to maine and hate life.
- i'm gonna start to look at schools in nyc, for next fall.
- i've been really fatigued lately, so i went to the doc's today to get blood work done....something may be up with my thyroid. i suppose we'll find out soon enough.
- my ass still hurts from eating pavement in providence, two weeks ago.... i guess my tailbone isn't cracked, but man is it bruised.
- on a side note.... sex is fun... i like sex.
- i hate my job. so much. more so now that i got a "verbal/written warning" today for switching shifts in order to drive john to providence cause his parents just randomly showed up a day early. they also said i didnt "pull my weight" or "finish projects quick enough"... which is bullshit. i've been working more hard there than i have at any previous job. i can't work my ass off at a place that doesn't fuckin appreciate it. ......and i still haven't even gotten paid for my work yet. fuckers.
- john makes me happy inside. he completes my sad and lonely life. it sucks that he didnt feel like he fit in with the efs guys.... it's just a scene that he's not too familiar with. i have a feeling that if he gives everyone another chance (minus shawn), he'll feel better about it all....i know he thought kate was awesome. it made me scared though, cause i'm afraid he's gonna move up to maine and hate life.
- i'm gonna start to look at schools in nyc, for next fall.
- i've been really fatigued lately, so i went to the doc's today to get blood work done....something may be up with my thyroid. i suppose we'll find out soon enough.
- my ass still hurts from eating pavement in providence, two weeks ago.... i guess my tailbone isn't cracked, but man is it bruised.
- on a side note.... sex is fun... i like sex.
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