Today I actually woke up and I felt great. I finally figured out a few of the things that have been bothering me. My decisions in life like school arnt set in stone. I can always go back for what I want to be. I am so far into my major I just better finish it. Then when I go back for what I really want to I will have that platform to live off of. The pressures of society to live the all american life with a family and being married by a certain age is bullshit. I have never been the all american girl so why should I try now. I need to do what I want and not what others exspect of me. People that I run across in my life don't always have to end on a bad note. People come and go so I just better try to end it with a good out take on things instead of hatred.*sigh* 