went to the Vains of Jenna show on Friday night. That was a freaking blast. Got to meet the band, bought a killer hoodie that says "Don't fuck with a rock star" on the back. Took my best friend (and the love of my life
) and made fun of a ton of people at the show. Eh, it's just what we do. We know were going to hell so why not have fun until we get there! I worked the rest of the weekend. Knocked out another book while I was there too.. Love is a Mix Tape.. pretty good book. Kinda depressing, but in a good way. I finally got my hair cut! The last time I got it cut the crazy chica chopped me up something fierce. So I had my girl Mel fix it and give me a bang. It's sweet. Now if I could only get the color perfect. I know as soon as I love it, I'll get tired of it in 3 weeks. I thought about shaving my head and just buying wigs and wearing them all the time. But a guy has to have something to run his fingers through without it coming off right?! I mean it's not like I am going to have that anytime soon or anything... Don't even get me started on my drought. Ugh. I am in love with my best friend and oh he knows it. But he's in love with a married women he works with. So yea, that's a pretty rad situation. Even if there was a prospect I wouldn't be able to "go out" with him because how much I love this guy. I just couldn't do that to anyone because I know in my heart that if I was with someone and my guy decided that he would like to make something more of our "friendship" (which is more like a relationship minus the sex anyways!!!) I would drop everything for him in a heartbeat. Sad thing is he knows it to. I know he takes me for granted but he could skin me and put me down as a rug for him to fuck his girlfriend on.... eh, just call me a masochist. I know I am, I just choose not to do anything about it. Not yet anyways.
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