Worst week/ weekend ever.
Wednesday- I was in the ER for a Kidney Infection.... alone
Thursday I got my hair done- excited that I was getting the chance for the first time in months... After orange highlights (that weren't intentional) to dying it all over black AGAIN- to asking for a cool new haircut... After 5 hrs and 107 dollars later I ended up w/ a root touch up and a trim. WTF.
Friday- My fever from the Kidney Infection returned and I had to call off work because of all of the body aches and chills and sweats. I HATE calling off of work.
Saturday- I went into work at B-dubs at 6 pm. I found out at 7:23 one of my good friends and co-workers had died in a car accident. She was on her way to see her younger brother play football for Duke University. She never made it.
Sunday- While trying to find comfort from losing Lacey- one of the most beautiful and wonderful people I have ever known, I realize that once again- like on Wednesday I'm alone. I have 587 facebook friends and outside of the ones in my Bible Study group, my best friend Sara and my fellow b-dubs coworkers- I'm not getting any support.. WTF. I bend over backwards to support so many people when they are in need. I hate that no one was going to do it for me.
I don't know what to do. I have finals next week and I can't stop crying- wtf.
Wednesday- I was in the ER for a Kidney Infection.... alone
Thursday I got my hair done- excited that I was getting the chance for the first time in months... After orange highlights (that weren't intentional) to dying it all over black AGAIN- to asking for a cool new haircut... After 5 hrs and 107 dollars later I ended up w/ a root touch up and a trim. WTF.
Friday- My fever from the Kidney Infection returned and I had to call off work because of all of the body aches and chills and sweats. I HATE calling off of work.
Saturday- I went into work at B-dubs at 6 pm. I found out at 7:23 one of my good friends and co-workers had died in a car accident. She was on her way to see her younger brother play football for Duke University. She never made it.
Sunday- While trying to find comfort from losing Lacey- one of the most beautiful and wonderful people I have ever known, I realize that once again- like on Wednesday I'm alone. I have 587 facebook friends and outside of the ones in my Bible Study group, my best friend Sara and my fellow b-dubs coworkers- I'm not getting any support.. WTF. I bend over backwards to support so many people when they are in need. I hate that no one was going to do it for me.
I don't know what to do. I have finals next week and I can't stop crying- wtf.
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It's an unpleasant feeling feeling alone, but it's surprising how many people can relate to what you're going through, even if they don't know Lacey personally. My gf lost her best friend Miriam a similar way and I know what she went through afterwards.
Hope things get better for you soon. There are lots of people on SG that would be glad to listen if you need to talk.
DW <3