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another semester is coming to a close and i still havent had the balls to talk to her.

ahh what ex-girlfriends can do to your self-esteem.

but this time around win or lose i'll pull enough guts to talk to her, even if its just to say hi.

i'm a really really really sad case.

she keeps looking over at me...what does that mean?

so this little bloke today called me a queer...

i was gonna tell him i'm a gangsta rappa but it kinda made my day.

hookah hookah hookah.

tomorrow we learn how to use double negatives in our verses.

word.

i am going back to school to change my profression and major to:

an american gangsta rappa.

rough week... lost my unicorn again..

my mentor mister rogers rested his soul...


but hey my mates finally launched their well produced site

http://www.ourcivilian.com

enjoy and if you find a bloody unicorn....please contact me.


goodnight

...i ran out of film and paint....

..and i have yet to find that person who just wants to listen to my muted ideas....

.....my pony died in my dream......

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so valentines day i cooked for me mum. the last four years i spent it with my now close friend, but at the time girlfriend, lover, fiancee, Shelby.

quite the akward feeling of not seeing her on valentines day or any other day.

i cooked me mum some pasta, baked some bread, and watched Gummo.

Gummo is a great movie, you must rent it or...
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so i'm playing my bass, right,... well this guy came to my window, right, ...and well he offered me a french fry that he cooked himself with a spoon, magnifying glass, and the power of the sun.

"i told him....hey...neato, right, that smells scrumpcious"

then there was a 5 min akward silence, right,...and well i started playing my bass again..

for some reason the man...
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sometimes, right, rubberbands, right...they hit back...and it really hurts...

I'm allowing myself some time and space to rethink a lot of things. I'm still sadden by the bitter silence from her. I thought i threw her what to believe was the obvious and yet the doe eyes were unresponsive.

In time all things will come undone and the pieces will come back together again. Though it may be a different puzzle that i'm dealt....
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i think i may have finally found her, but i'm so oblivious to the signs.

i wish i could read between the lines...

hello stockholm goodbye usa