abadseed

Well, its been a long time coming, but I think I'm finally broken up with the GF. It has been a very, very strange relationship. Perhaps partially due to the fact that she is 5 years younger than me, though I know that there are many relationships that work between folks whose age gap is much greater. In the end, she is just far too immature, and that has nothing to do with age. Our views just didn't add up. Let's put it this way; were I to have come across her profile on a dating site, I never would have clicked on her. Almost 8 months, and we were fighting for a lot of that time. Mostly about stupid things, but increasingly more serious things. Perhaps we should not have spent so much time together. We had basically been living together for the past 5 months. That's enough time together with one person to drive anyone crazy.

Maybe I just don't want to admit some of the things she said. That this has been a relationship of convenience for me, that I don't care about her as much as she does about me. I don't want that to be true, but maybe it is. I get too wrapped up in my head, thinking myself in circles. It's all very confusing. Going round and round with yourself is not exactly healthy. It will be ok.