abadseed

I haven't updated in a long, long time. mostly because things have been kind of shitty, and nobody likes to read about shitty things. BUT, I did meet an awesome girl last night, and will, hopefully, continue to see her at least once a week. I would officially ask her out, buuuut I'm in a "complicated" long distance relationship. Also, I have absolutely no money, so I couldn't take her out even if I could. I'm exaggerating a little bit...I have $95 to last 4 weeks. Let me explain...

I got this nice apartment, right where I wanted to be, with the understanding that I would not get into my observations/student teaching for another year. I figured I would have enough time to save up money for rent when I would have to miss work. But theeeen, I got into my observations. So, I now will have to basically take 5 of the next 12 months off from work. AND, my car needs a clutch. AND the chain on my bike just broke today. Yeah, a chain is only 20 or 30 bucks, but that is a high percentage of 95. And I need food. SOOOOOOOOOOO, yeah. Everything is fucked up right now. But, it will get better. Maybe I should just opt out of my observations for right now. That would make the most sense, really...but then I'd be in school for another year. Ferk.