aaronmsm

What's new............................................. jesus where to start.......................... Uhh.................so I'm single now........ the ex and I got to fighting on the phone the sunday before last............. I had one hell of a panic attack, my first ever........... over the fact that her one and only friend is not someone that she needs to be hanging out with. I still love her, and really care about her. I want to see her happy and healthy, and this girl is no good for her. She wouldn't have been offering to suck my dick every time I turnned around if she were really her friend. So................ after we got off the phone that night I decided it would be the best thing for me to just go to sleep and not wake up........................... I neglected to do any research and just went to wal mart and bought the biggest bottle of fucking sleeping pills I could find! They started to kick in at about 1 am sunday night........... I awoke 1pm wednesday afternoon in the fucking ICU at the local hospital...................... wondering why the calender on the wall said wednesday, and where the hell the last 2 days went.

But I think I'm better off now having had this experience, it somehow feels like a weight has been lifted........ I can't explain it but I feel better now clearer headed and maybe a little more focused................................