aanya

Just got back from Vancouver I need to get back to that place. I miss it there. I never really got to live there when I was there. I was there for school and that was it. Now I am determined to get back on my feet and get out there as soon as possible.. I think maybe going out there once a month or so will inspire me to save up all my cash and get back there. I am meeting all these crazy cool new people from there now that I am gone...it sucks! WHY COULDNT YOU PEOPLE HAVE BEEN AROUND BEFORE? Ahh well.
At the same time I think it was good that I got away. There is still that boy out there that I cant get out of my head. He was totally diggin' on me this time too. Said I looked great...had a bit of smoochy smoochy ...but I guess it is hard to give that all up after almost two years. BUT GODDAMN HE IS SEXY! haha... as if we could ever REALLY be together though. Although I am the only one who actually understands him and where he is coming from. At least I have that on my side! Ahh well..as long as he doesnt get a girlfreind within the next two years its all good! As long as I get some luvin' from him when I am there I am content More than content. I am stoked.

I NEED TO BE BACK IN VANCOUVER