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Hmmm that update was really lame, so now it's gone... Yeah I need to not write stuff when I am about to fall asleep...

Well my girl has been able to call me like once everyday... I still miss her though... But at least we can talk for like 40 minutes everyday... Hmm got nothing else to say really

Here listen to this...
Kiss Me; Sixpence None The Richer

Can't think of anything to write lately...

KMFDM's Save Me

If you don't know if you have found what you are looking for
The silver-lining always starts to fade
And what you don't know is that you don't know the truth anymore
Now you try sleeping in the bed you have made

The feeling is gone and the circle is broken
Like water under a...
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Hey listen to some NIN
And All That Could Have Been
The Great Below
Into The Void
Something I Can Never Have
The Downward Spiral

I'm almost there
Each word another shot
Of a whiskey for my heart
It's helping the pain
It's making it fade
It's almost gone
But it comes back again
And I write another poem
And I write another poem
And I write another poem
They suck I'm sure of it
They are a burden to read
They sound like utter nonsense
But they are from...
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My heart is bleeding
Both eyes are burning

Why does it hurt so much?
To continue living

No one around cares
They live in there own world

I could kill a million
And they wouldnt understand

The monster they turned me into
Is the one from inside their hearts

To Jessica

When the day comes
And I know it will
That fateful day
On some rainy afternoon
The day you die
Well you will be gone
And everyone will stop
The most beautiful being
Gone, erased, dissapears
Well I will not cry
Not a single tear will be shed
Not a moment lost thinking of you
Not a day of mourning

I will still...
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Fuck This

Fuck my life
Nothing ever goes right
Everyone around me is happy
While I sit in the corner and cry
It's been like this since I can remember

Fuck my soul
I hate everyone
I want to kill everyliving thing
I wish everyone knew how much I wanted to die
It's been like this since I can remember

Fuck love
Even though my...
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I'm so sad right now... My girlfriend got grounded, and we won't even get to talk on the phone or online for up to a month! I'm gonna die if I don't get to hear her voice for that long This sucks sooooo bad....

I love you Jessica...

Well I finished the layout and art work for the website for a game I am doing concept art for...
http://www.rogerstaekwondo.org/AlpTraum/

We need a domain name, but AlpTraum is already a Snowboard company...

Alptraum is german for nightmare...