A dear friend asked my why i removed my risque photos from this site...a simple answer is: i wish not to compromise my integrity any further. I realize that I will be single in a very short while, and i dont want to dishonor any person I may be dating.
Why did I post pix to begin with?
Attention.
When the person you are involved with marvels over the attractiveness of other women, it tends to make one a tad self conscious. I have been overcompensating to a degree that compromises others' views of me. It also diminishes my ability to date relatively decent men. I put myself in this situation by showing only the wildest parts of myself, while neglecting the prep school brat I was raised to be. Luckily enough, i wasnt too terribly wild.
Why did I post pix to begin with?
Attention.
When the person you are involved with marvels over the attractiveness of other women, it tends to make one a tad self conscious. I have been overcompensating to a degree that compromises others' views of me. It also diminishes my ability to date relatively decent men. I put myself in this situation by showing only the wildest parts of myself, while neglecting the prep school brat I was raised to be. Luckily enough, i wasnt too terribly wild.
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I know what you mean about having a significant other for whom you are never physically good enough. You say you'll be single in a short while, and I say that's great- when I got out of my relationship like that, I met someone who treats me like gold, loves the way I look even when I feel like I've been hit by a train, and makes every day better than the one before it.
No reason to be self conscious, you're absolutely beautiful.