wellllll the past 8 to 10 days of work have been intense and non-stop i have had 15 hour days since then so my capacity for patience is full..... I am pretty much to the point where i want to start knocking heads and telling people to fuck off.... the only thing that is keeping my sanity is drinking vodka tonics before i go to bed to help me sleep... if i dont my mind runs on at least 60 diffrent things for the jobs i am running such as how to improve how to move it along quicker more efficent things like that. but the only things i can use to keep the thoughts away to help me sleep it some alchy or weed to slow my mind down.... any thoughts other than working so much,,,,
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