so I pretty much fail at life...... When I am doing good and things are looking up. I always manage to screw it up in some way shape or form ...... I know we are human and make mistakes..... but me I am one big constant fuck up one thing after another. my whole keep moving forward motto is quickly going away. plus it makes...
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caaaaaaaaaan't sleep.....

LA here I come damn I hope the traffic isnt bad

oh vodka oh vodka, I love how you craddle me when I am down... you pick me up to rise above the rest and make me feel tough as nails again. then the best part about you is you make me feel the happiness that i have missed. oh vodka oh vodka you taste great with just about anything but the best part is you...
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Fuck my life.... I am getting drunk so I can be happy again!

i love being drunk!!! much happier person

Fuck it!!! climbing half dome at 3 a.m. on a full moon. Dont care what happens peace!!!!

The old me is dead and gone.
She has eyes that will cut you deep like a knife.
everyday is a lifetime without you. I am doning the only thing I know how to do and thats living for the night. whiskey kills the person I let you turn me into....

somtimes its just easier to take a flying leap like everyone says......

lonely days its all they are now....... friends come and checkin beacuse I have checked out.
my pre-game, pre-gym, pre- whatever viewing..... geek status hahaha.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E0LJEjoyt3k

blood and sweat no more tears.....

Pleasure and pain. Theyre not opposites. Theyre neighbors separated by a thin line, by a split second.

One minute youre feeling like everything is going your way like youre ready to climb the highest mountain headed for the top of the world.

But in the game of life you never know.

You train for years to get a piece...
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I am done and have canceled my account goodbye............