My first journal. Buena manana, ohayo, good morning!
I haven't really blogged or journaled in what feels like an eternity. I'm not really sure why. I'm typically a private man by nature, only really opening myself up to those I consider close to me. But there is that element of anonymity to the Internet that affords me to lose my normal reservations; that, and currently, the only reader of any of my journals here in SG is my dearest fiance.
She is currently set to embark on life away from home - permanently - for the first time. In tandem with that journey, she is taking on the self-appointed mission of defining the person she is to, more or less, become for the rest of her years. Not to say that she will cacoon herself and emerge some butterfly, unchanging for the duration of her existence - if anything, she is the most dynamic person I have ever met, and stagnation is not one of her traits - but looking back on my last few years, I have found them to be the most formative and eye-opening of my life, and I know she is aware of what this means for her.
I feel extremely lucky and privileged to be along for the ride, so to speak. Why? Because the effects of her growth will not just be limited to her, but will encompass me as well. Living together, loving together, and changing together is something I'm looking forward to incredibly. The quickening process has begun already, and has become readily apparent in the last few weeks. We have numerous conversations about life, our relationship, our dreams and aspirations, and our associated outlooks; many more than come to mind in recent memory. And through it all, not only do I come to understand the person she is changing into with accelerating acuity, but I come to reevaluate and understand myself more as well. Nothing but good can come from this, as we push and pull to find balance, understanding, and unification; I hope that it will continue always, and never lead us apart.
My apologies if I sound very scientific or robotic - I've been watching way too much Star Trek today, and Data enacts some sort of witchcraft on my brain.
Time to get some rest. Buenas noches, konban wa, good night!
I haven't really blogged or journaled in what feels like an eternity. I'm not really sure why. I'm typically a private man by nature, only really opening myself up to those I consider close to me. But there is that element of anonymity to the Internet that affords me to lose my normal reservations; that, and currently, the only reader of any of my journals here in SG is my dearest fiance.
She is currently set to embark on life away from home - permanently - for the first time. In tandem with that journey, she is taking on the self-appointed mission of defining the person she is to, more or less, become for the rest of her years. Not to say that she will cacoon herself and emerge some butterfly, unchanging for the duration of her existence - if anything, she is the most dynamic person I have ever met, and stagnation is not one of her traits - but looking back on my last few years, I have found them to be the most formative and eye-opening of my life, and I know she is aware of what this means for her.
I feel extremely lucky and privileged to be along for the ride, so to speak. Why? Because the effects of her growth will not just be limited to her, but will encompass me as well. Living together, loving together, and changing together is something I'm looking forward to incredibly. The quickening process has begun already, and has become readily apparent in the last few weeks. We have numerous conversations about life, our relationship, our dreams and aspirations, and our associated outlooks; many more than come to mind in recent memory. And through it all, not only do I come to understand the person she is changing into with accelerating acuity, but I come to reevaluate and understand myself more as well. Nothing but good can come from this, as we push and pull to find balance, understanding, and unification; I hope that it will continue always, and never lead us apart.
My apologies if I sound very scientific or robotic - I've been watching way too much Star Trek today, and Data enacts some sort of witchcraft on my brain.
Time to get some rest. Buenas noches, konban wa, good night!
I can't wait to embark on this awesome journey with you as well. I think that we will both enjoy living together enormously, and that it will lead only to fun and adventure.
YOUR THE BEST DROP BEAR!