It has been a while since I posted anything but things appear to be on the up and up, and I am remaining positive. I am about to start a new job that will be a bit different than everything I have done in a while. I got to go on an amazing vacation with my wife to Las Vegas, been working on some new music, and got to see Skinny Puppy in concert finally. Being positive has always been a struggle for me, and maintaining it has been near impossible. Sometimes we are our own worst enemy and sabotage ourselves. A few days ago a member here posted about depression and how much you do not realize you are valued and will be missed by those around you, it really changed my day, just a daily reminder that you matter and you will only have to do today once then move on.