My lovely SG friends,
I removed my Hopeful status today.
A new set would have come out in a week, a very beautiful one, but I made up my mind.
What was I thinking? Me.. a Suicide Girl?
Glad you guys never bought it either, otherwise I couldn't have done what I did just a second ago.
Hear me out, before you make a judgement or instantly jump to conclusions, please!
I'm going through a very tough psychotherapy at the moment. I know it's always hard for everyone, it's not my first therapy . This time though, I'm being recorded/filmed and I have to make a drug test every month.
We recently started to talk about my experiences with sexual violence. And I realized that I fuck things up royally by putting myself naked on the interweb. I should have listened to my inner voice from the very beginning. Don't do this. This is not healthy for you
To cut it short for you: Considering a history of sexual violence like mine (child abuse, rape) it was not healthy for me to put myself out there like I did. Period. I'm not telling anyone what to do here, this is what I think is healthy and so I made a decision accordingly.
Don't get me wrong, I really admire most of the Suicide Girls. Some girls are a true inspiration. Strong women, sexy, independent, feminist, intelligent, artistic, creative...
And I'm sure I would have made great friends, since I'm already really fond of some people in this community.
Guess, that's all! I wish nothing but the absolute best for all of you. Take care of yourself and be nice to one another.
Stay sexy
<3
I removed my Hopeful status today.
A new set would have come out in a week, a very beautiful one, but I made up my mind.
What was I thinking? Me.. a Suicide Girl?
Glad you guys never bought it either, otherwise I couldn't have done what I did just a second ago.
Hear me out, before you make a judgement or instantly jump to conclusions, please!
I'm going through a very tough psychotherapy at the moment. I know it's always hard for everyone, it's not my first therapy . This time though, I'm being recorded/filmed and I have to make a drug test every month.
We recently started to talk about my experiences with sexual violence. And I realized that I fuck things up royally by putting myself naked on the interweb. I should have listened to my inner voice from the very beginning. Don't do this. This is not healthy for you
To cut it short for you: Considering a history of sexual violence like mine (child abuse, rape) it was not healthy for me to put myself out there like I did. Period. I'm not telling anyone what to do here, this is what I think is healthy and so I made a decision accordingly.
Don't get me wrong, I really admire most of the Suicide Girls. Some girls are a true inspiration. Strong women, sexy, independent, feminist, intelligent, artistic, creative...
And I'm sure I would have made great friends, since I'm already really fond of some people in this community.
Guess, that's all! I wish nothing but the absolute best for all of you. Take care of yourself and be nice to one another.
Stay sexy
<3
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gunner65:
Thanks for sharing with us what you did share with us. I wish you all the best and whatever happens, remember one thing: Keep smiling!
kaicito:
Good luck, and health and happiness to you. At least I can still hope I'll run into you somewhere here in B-town. And the new set is amazingly beautiful <3