_velouria_

i just had the most amazing conversation i've had in my entire life.
it's most liberating, it's so impossibly amazing.
i feel amazing...

years of unspoken feelings finally expressed. shame it's too late but still, the friendship that is resulting is worth it. it's the most theraputic thing that has ever happened to me. years of thinking i was unnatractive and undesireable because of my issues stemming from this silly little thing that lasted for so long. god, all that could have been, if i ever have something i urgently need to say to another person again, i must say it...this is a lesson learned.

i feel so light