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I figured it was time to update and get some shit off my chest.

I haven't been having a good couple weeks. Not sure whats going on just not feeling it lately. I'm starting to feel like crawling back in my shell like I used to. I'm trying really hard to hold on but my life just seems to be going downhill all over again.

I've been trying to put myself out there more but it all ways seems to backfire. There's been a few girls that have been coming into my shop and at some of my local spots that I've been talking and flirting with, but when I decided to actually go for broke and ask them out of whatever I've just been getting rejected or told they aren't interested. One of my boys keeps telling me that I need to be more of an asshole but that aint me.

Anyways it is what it is. Everything happens for a reason. I do have some awesome friends in my life right now that I wouldn't give up for anything. I'm just missing having someone to share my life with.

Peace,

Roberto